Dana: aziz mat
Me: what?
Dana: aziz!! Matt ! 3mlya ma nj7at
Me: chub
Dana: men 9jy lulu !!
Me: shako! May9er
Dana: lulu 7abebti shnu shako may9er? B3d hatha youmah
I couldnt believe what im hearing ... Its not true !
Dana: ed3ela lulu
I hugged her and started crying
Me: a7ebbaa a7eebbaaa dannaaa maabyyy abeeeehh
Dana: allah yr7ma , ana bacher brou7 el3aza tyeen?
Me: eeehh plleaseee
Dana: enshalah
I went to my dad's room
Me screaming: I HAATEEE YOOUUU!!!!!
YOU KILLEDDD HIMMMM
AZZIIZZZ MAATT KLLAA MNNNNEEKK
Dad: yba lulu 7abebti estghfray rabch ! Shal klaam, ed3eela
I went to my room,locked the door and started crying, crying and crying till my eyes started to get VEEEERY red
Nothing can keep me calm than cigarettes
I NEED TO STOP BUT I REALLY CANT!! Once you try it you'll be addicted to it !!
Faj2a wahab called
Me: alo
Wahab: sm3tay a7la khabar eb 7yate?
Me: shnu?
Wahab: ma tdreen? 3ziz mat!
Me: WNT MSTANAS 7LAYAA WAYHEEK !!!
Wahab: eee 6b3aann
Me: 9IJJ 3DEEM E7SAASS HATHA BDAL LA TD3EELAAA !
I hung up,
7aaaaqqeerrr shwwwyyyyaa 3laaaihhh jaaaddd !!!! A7qar men chthy ma shft
Fay called
Me: FAAYYY
Fay: lulu 7abeebtii!
Me: faayy abeeeehh
Fay: 7abebti 7asa feech, allah yr7maah!
Me: ameen
I cant go to gust tomorrow, i have to go with dana
Dana: yala ana bara
Me: yaya
We arrived to el3azaa
I couldnt stop crying, although nobody knows me , but i LOVE HIM
dana: lulu emshay nrid mu zein tsween chthy eb nafsch
Me: yala emshay..
We arrived home, dana was with me
Dana: SHNU HATHA?
Me: zgayer
Dana: LULU STOP SMOKING ITS BAAADD BAAAAADDDD!!!
Me: dana i cant.
Dana: yes you can! Fakray eb 97tch !!!
Me: i tried
Dana: i will help youu
Me: yes please.
Aziz, i will never ever forget you, you are once in a lifetime. <3
2 months later
And i finally arrived to london
Flashbacks,
In kuwait b3d 7alty kan my wedding with wahab, honeymoon ma ri7na, everything was bad, i wasnt comfortable with him,
I cant stop smoking, i decided to go to london , i had some things to do there, i have to check
My hair fell,
I tried to quit smoking, well im not gonna say that im addicted like before, but maybe once in a week.
Now im in london with wahab.
Me: ween bnrou7 b3den?
Wahab: mu eb trou7en hospital
Me: ee bs b3den khl nrou7 nakel bara
Wahab: bs tfkreen belbal3!!!
Me: ok khla9 mu lazm
Wahab: agooul ! Hal 6nager mara7 tfeedch fahmaa?
Me: ok.
Wahab: 9eray zeina wyay la t9erin 3ouya
Me: enshallah.
Achatheb 3laikum etha gelt ana mrta7a wyaah ...
After hospital we went to westfileld
Wahab: ha wen tbeen taklen?
Me: ay shey
Wahab: shofay 3ad ana klmat ay shey ma tamshi 3ndi
Me: ele t7ba a7ba
Wahab: emshay emshay yo-sushi
Me: enshalah
----
Wahab: e7na lazm nrou7 elmustashfa aw el6beeb
Me: laish?
Wahab: 3shan nrou7 nshouf etha tgdren t7mleen
Me: ee okay enshalah
After lunch we went to our house to get some rest
After 3 hours
Wahab: YALAAA GOMAAYYY BNROOOO77
Me: shfeek t9arekh mu chthy yg3don!!!
Wahab: yala yala emshay nrou7
Me: enzaain khl albes
Wahab: yala khl9eni uff
Me: enshallah.
We went to the hospital ...
Doc: you can come tomorrow and see the results
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We went to starbucks to eat there.
After than we went home
Wahab: entay eb dar wana eb dar
Me: LAISH?
Wahab: lana ana gelt! Yala thlfay
Me: enshalah,
I opened the closet and i found ..
Ughh <3
Wednesday, 28 November 2012
Saturday, 24 November 2012
Once in a lifetime part 35
before i go to sleep i recieved a new dm
wahab: ana abe atzwaj bent, mo boya! ween ga3den redbull ou edkhneen?
me: ha?
AMBAIH SHDRAAH
wahab: allah y3afe dana! mskt'ha ou galat
me: enta shtabe belbent!!
wahab: kaify! entay shako?
me: ok.
wahab: elmuhim b7jez honeymoon wen tbeen?
me: surprise me!
wahab: khl9eni yala bala khrabe6!
me: elmukan ele ya3jbek.
wahab: ekoun a7san b3d
wai3 wai333!!!!!
anam wayed a7san ..
new day ...
its 9:00 ! ugh class ..
i took a quick shower, wore my clothes ! hair falling hair falling ...
i decided to wear a scarf on my head
after i arrived to gust i saw fay
fay: nawerat gust walla
me: 7abeebti walla
faj2a wela elkel ya 3ndi boys and girls yt7mdounli etc ...
i finally finished my classes and decided to go home
haw! ween syarti ..
' beep beeep '
i turned wela 7amood wya his wife ou his kids!!
ughhh okhoooy 7abeebyy
mohamed: 6a3 wayhch wntay m9douma
me: ambaaaih 7maarr mn weenlek my car keys
mohamed: i have them! spare
me: ohhh ee 9a7 tethakart
mohamed: yala emshay bnrou7 ntghda bara
me: ween oboy?
mohamed: hnak blm63am
me: okayy
we went to chocolate bar
rayan: 3ama lulu i mithh yoou
rawan: anaa b3ddd i mith her mo bs entaayy
me: 9ij myanen , ana b3aad i mitthed you
dad: lulu elyoum btro7en wya khaltch
me: okay meta? ou bs ehya?
dad: y3ni elmghrb , la wya dana
me: ee enshallah
after lunch we arrived home
i took a nap till 6:00
after i woke up my aunt called and said that shes outside ou a6la3 bsr3a
uff maly khlg ashouf sh3ndi mlabiss!!
i wore 3baya and went outside:::
dana: mama shofay dana sub7an allah tdynaat
aunt: ee yala mta el7jab 3yaal
me: 7ajbay dano b3deen anaa
aunt: ee wala khl aklmch dana b3dain
dana: ee y9er khair
we went to burj el7amra
we bought dresses !! i seriously cant wait to wear it
faj2a i remembered aziz, i wish it was him ..
i fakart eb klam khalty! laish ma at7jab choud allah yhdeni ana ou dana ou fay :p
meh but not now, tomorrow
aunt: elevation?
us: FOUGAAA
we had lunch at elevation burger then we arrived home
dad: lulu?
me: hala
dad: t3alay shwy
me: enshallah
dad: lulu 7abebti! ana makan qa9di a6gch aw azfcch aw a39b 3laich ! bs entay benty elw7eda wana akhaf 3laich
me: yba etha enta tkhaf 3lay chan 9dgtny? yba walla wahab wayed y2theni ! es2al dana ou fay!! ou entaw 7rmtouni men 3ziz ele a7eba wely knt abeeh !
dad: ana abeech tkonen mstansa wya wahab !
me: ee yba 9ra7a ana 7adi mstansa !
i left him and went to my room crying
dad: lulu b6lay elbab!
i ignored him and kept crying till i fell asleep
i woke up and it was 3:00 am !
i decided to check twitter
a tweet ' hey im a new blogger can i have a follow bk? '
estghrabt shnu ya3ni blogger
ps; hal wagt makan fe bloggers wayed
elmuhim i follow her ou dshait 3la her website
oh its a story !
7 chapters, i kept reading them
its an amazing one!
and i decided to check on aziz's profile
still nothing, ABEEEHH
twni astw3b its friday!
so bnrou77 3nnd mama ruqaya
bs bgoul 7g oboy maby arou7 im tired
elmuhim i went outside the house, i was smoking and walking on the street llike a drunk girl ...
laiman w9lt eljm3ya
el7mdallah my wallet kan wyay!
bought more cigarettes
and returned home !
-----
....: aziz mat !!
me: what? ..
wahab: ana abe atzwaj bent, mo boya! ween ga3den redbull ou edkhneen?
me: ha?
AMBAIH SHDRAAH
wahab: allah y3afe dana! mskt'ha ou galat
me: enta shtabe belbent!!
wahab: kaify! entay shako?
me: ok.
wahab: elmuhim b7jez honeymoon wen tbeen?
me: surprise me!
wahab: khl9eni yala bala khrabe6!
me: elmukan ele ya3jbek.
wahab: ekoun a7san b3d
wai3 wai333!!!!!
anam wayed a7san ..
new day ...
its 9:00 ! ugh class ..
i took a quick shower, wore my clothes ! hair falling hair falling ...
i decided to wear a scarf on my head
after i arrived to gust i saw fay
fay: nawerat gust walla
me: 7abeebti walla
faj2a wela elkel ya 3ndi boys and girls yt7mdounli etc ...
i finally finished my classes and decided to go home
haw! ween syarti ..
' beep beeep '
i turned wela 7amood wya his wife ou his kids!!
ughhh okhoooy 7abeebyy
mohamed: 6a3 wayhch wntay m9douma
me: ambaaaih 7maarr mn weenlek my car keys
mohamed: i have them! spare
me: ohhh ee 9a7 tethakart
mohamed: yala emshay bnrou7 ntghda bara
me: ween oboy?
mohamed: hnak blm63am
me: okayy
we went to chocolate bar
rayan: 3ama lulu i mithh yoou
rawan: anaa b3ddd i mith her mo bs entaayy
me: 9ij myanen , ana b3aad i mitthed you
dad: lulu elyoum btro7en wya khaltch
me: okay meta? ou bs ehya?
dad: y3ni elmghrb , la wya dana
me: ee enshallah
after lunch we arrived home
i took a nap till 6:00
after i woke up my aunt called and said that shes outside ou a6la3 bsr3a
uff maly khlg ashouf sh3ndi mlabiss!!
i wore 3baya and went outside:::
dana: mama shofay dana sub7an allah tdynaat
aunt: ee yala mta el7jab 3yaal
me: 7ajbay dano b3deen anaa
aunt: ee wala khl aklmch dana b3dain
dana: ee y9er khair
we went to burj el7amra
we bought dresses !! i seriously cant wait to wear it
faj2a i remembered aziz, i wish it was him ..
i fakart eb klam khalty! laish ma at7jab choud allah yhdeni ana ou dana ou fay :p
meh but not now, tomorrow
aunt: elevation?
us: FOUGAAA
we had lunch at elevation burger then we arrived home
dad: lulu?
me: hala
dad: t3alay shwy
me: enshallah
dad: lulu 7abebti! ana makan qa9di a6gch aw azfcch aw a39b 3laich ! bs entay benty elw7eda wana akhaf 3laich
me: yba etha enta tkhaf 3lay chan 9dgtny? yba walla wahab wayed y2theni ! es2al dana ou fay!! ou entaw 7rmtouni men 3ziz ele a7eba wely knt abeeh !
dad: ana abeech tkonen mstansa wya wahab !
me: ee yba 9ra7a ana 7adi mstansa !
i left him and went to my room crying
dad: lulu b6lay elbab!
i ignored him and kept crying till i fell asleep
i woke up and it was 3:00 am !
i decided to check twitter
a tweet ' hey im a new blogger can i have a follow bk? '
estghrabt shnu ya3ni blogger
ps; hal wagt makan fe bloggers wayed
elmuhim i follow her ou dshait 3la her website
oh its a story !
7 chapters, i kept reading them
its an amazing one!
and i decided to check on aziz's profile
still nothing, ABEEEHH
twni astw3b its friday!
so bnrou77 3nnd mama ruqaya
bs bgoul 7g oboy maby arou7 im tired
elmuhim i went outside the house, i was smoking and walking on the street llike a drunk girl ...
laiman w9lt eljm3ya
el7mdallah my wallet kan wyay!
bought more cigarettes
and returned home !
-----
....: aziz mat !!
me: what? ..
Friday, 23 November 2012
Once in a lifetime part 34
Im just drinking redbull and smoking ..
Till i finished 1 packet!
I went to the super market again
Guess who i saw?
KHALED!!
khaled: luluuu??
me: oh khaled !
khaled: meta rdetay ou shlounch?
me: tamam 7mdallah wnta? elyouum
khaled: el7mdallah 3la slamtch shlounch al7en?
me: a7san mn gabel
khaled: hows life
me: life is .. is good
khaled: 7mdalah, see you
me: enshalla, bye
i bought more cigarettes and redbull
i arrived home ..
took a shower ..
i was brushing my hair
suddenly it was starting to fall ..
i remembered the doc told me that these pills are going to let my hair fall ..
oh god.
could it get any worse?
the weather was kinda cold
so i wore these
seriously i dont care if its cold !
but i took my black coat incase ..
i went to the avenues to have breakfast in dean and deluca , with myself
although i traveled london and paris and shopped alot, but i need more
my favorite makeup store is ' mac '
i bouught alot of makeup
ou suddenly kraht my room ou i wanna change
i went to ikea and bought some pink and purple stuff ..
at 2:00 i arrived home
dad: ma tgoulen wein kntay entay?
me: mushkltek makhth my phone
dad: ok ween kntay?
me: avenues
dad: wya mnu enshallah?
me: m3a nafsi
dad: umm ok
i went to my room and decided to tweet ..
all i need right now is you, aziz. ! i love him and i miss him
dad: LUULUUUU
me: hala yba
dad: t3alay bsr3a
me: enshallah
dad: elyoum elmghrb wahab eb ykh6bch
me: laish elyoum
dad: WALLA 3AD MADRI ROU7AY S2LEEH !
me: ok
dad: lbsay ay shey 7lw 3ndich
me: enshalah.
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i went to the salon for manicure and pedicure , made my nails into french,
i took a nap for 2 hours
after i woke up i curled my hair , applied makeup and wore this
i was done at 5:45
i heard the door bell
dad: entay khalch foug
me: enshallah
they were chatting, chatting and chatting till dad finally called me
dad: tra mako 3irs, b3d tawha omha mtwfya allah yr7mha
aunt: ee allah yr7mha, bs ensawi estqbal a7san
dad: ee bs meta tabouna?
aunt: madri y3ni ekoun a7san b3d shahar
me: LAA!!
dad: laish enshalah?
me: my hair.. is falling khalouh mbacher!
dad: wee ... !
aunt: b3d 10 days
dad: akhaf yrou7
aunt: walla madri
uncle: ana agoul b3d esbou3 a7san
aunt: mu wayed mbacher?
uncle: entay khlay elmbacher, elbent tabi sh3rha
aunt: 7abebti wala mskena, khla9 3shanch b3d esbou3
dad: ee khla9 bacher ng3ad ou nsawi elb6ayeq ou kel shey enshallah
aunt: enshallah, wana awdi lulu nshtry laha nafnouf ou 7ag elbnat b3d
dad: enshallah
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me: mara7 nrou7 3nd mama ruqya?
dad: la galat btrou7 3nd okhouha
me: aha ok
dad: shnu tben taklen ana b6lb
me: la mabi shey bil3afya
dad: ee enzain
i went to my room and started smoking more and more!!
seriously its an addiction !!
mn kthir ma i missed aziz ou i love him i started writing love peoms and quotes and tweeting them, alot of people were RTing ..
mashallah faj2a elkel y7eb ::
i called dana and told her about my day , kel shey kel eltfa9el 7ta elsmoking
dana: ambaih lulu 7abebty shfeech smela 3laich! ele ga3d tswena ghla6 ou mu zein 7g 97tch
me: dana madri, bs magdar awagif walla magdar
dana: enshallah bt7awlen ou tgdren
me: enshallah,
dana: bdawmen bacher?
me: gh9bn 3lay
dana: ugh mskena, but yeah me too
me: wai33
dana: ee 7ada, its getting late rou7ay namay 3shan t9a797enn 7g bacher
me: hehe, enshallah ! yala gn
before i go to sleep i recieved a new dm
AMBAIH! SHDRAAHH?
Till i finished 1 packet!
I went to the super market again
Guess who i saw?
KHALED!!
khaled: luluuu??
me: oh khaled !
khaled: meta rdetay ou shlounch?
me: tamam 7mdallah wnta? elyouum
khaled: el7mdallah 3la slamtch shlounch al7en?
me: a7san mn gabel
khaled: hows life
me: life is .. is good
khaled: 7mdalah, see you
me: enshalla, bye
i bought more cigarettes and redbull
i arrived home ..
took a shower ..
i was brushing my hair
suddenly it was starting to fall ..
i remembered the doc told me that these pills are going to let my hair fall ..
oh god.
could it get any worse?
the weather was kinda cold
so i wore these
seriously i dont care if its cold !
but i took my black coat incase ..
i went to the avenues to have breakfast in dean and deluca , with myself
although i traveled london and paris and shopped alot, but i need more
my favorite makeup store is ' mac '
i bouught alot of makeup
ou suddenly kraht my room ou i wanna change
i went to ikea and bought some pink and purple stuff ..
at 2:00 i arrived home
dad: ma tgoulen wein kntay entay?
me: mushkltek makhth my phone
dad: ok ween kntay?
me: avenues
dad: wya mnu enshallah?
me: m3a nafsi
dad: umm ok
i went to my room and decided to tweet ..
all i need right now is you, aziz. ! i love him and i miss him
dad: LUULUUUU
me: hala yba
dad: t3alay bsr3a
me: enshallah
dad: elyoum elmghrb wahab eb ykh6bch
me: laish elyoum
dad: WALLA 3AD MADRI ROU7AY S2LEEH !
me: ok
dad: lbsay ay shey 7lw 3ndich
me: enshalah.
--------
i went to the salon for manicure and pedicure , made my nails into french,
i took a nap for 2 hours
after i woke up i curled my hair , applied makeup and wore this
i was done at 5:45
i heard the door bell
dad: entay khalch foug
me: enshallah
they were chatting, chatting and chatting till dad finally called me
dad: tra mako 3irs, b3d tawha omha mtwfya allah yr7mha
aunt: ee allah yr7mha, bs ensawi estqbal a7san
dad: ee bs meta tabouna?
aunt: madri y3ni ekoun a7san b3d shahar
me: LAA!!
dad: laish enshalah?
me: my hair.. is falling khalouh mbacher!
dad: wee ... !
aunt: b3d 10 days
dad: akhaf yrou7
aunt: walla madri
uncle: ana agoul b3d esbou3 a7san
aunt: mu wayed mbacher?
uncle: entay khlay elmbacher, elbent tabi sh3rha
aunt: 7abebti wala mskena, khla9 3shanch b3d esbou3
dad: ee khla9 bacher ng3ad ou nsawi elb6ayeq ou kel shey enshallah
aunt: enshallah, wana awdi lulu nshtry laha nafnouf ou 7ag elbnat b3d
dad: enshallah
-------
me: mara7 nrou7 3nd mama ruqya?
dad: la galat btrou7 3nd okhouha
me: aha ok
dad: shnu tben taklen ana b6lb
me: la mabi shey bil3afya
dad: ee enzain
i went to my room and started smoking more and more!!
seriously its an addiction !!
mn kthir ma i missed aziz ou i love him i started writing love peoms and quotes and tweeting them, alot of people were RTing ..
mashallah faj2a elkel y7eb ::
i called dana and told her about my day , kel shey kel eltfa9el 7ta elsmoking
dana: ambaih lulu 7abebty shfeech smela 3laich! ele ga3d tswena ghla6 ou mu zein 7g 97tch
me: dana madri, bs magdar awagif walla magdar
dana: enshallah bt7awlen ou tgdren
me: enshallah,
dana: bdawmen bacher?
me: gh9bn 3lay
dana: ugh mskena, but yeah me too
me: wai33
dana: ee 7ada, its getting late rou7ay namay 3shan t9a797enn 7g bacher
me: hehe, enshallah ! yala gn
before i go to sleep i recieved a new dm
AMBAIH! SHDRAAHH?
Wednesday, 21 November 2012
Once in a lifetime part 33
e went inside,
he slept except me ..
i know what im doing is wrong ou 7ram , but i couldnt help it , i love him
i was thinking what should i tell dad, maybe tomorrow when we return ...
after i go to bed i recieved a dm from
from? wahab!!!!!!!
me: shnu?
wahab: 3balch ma shftkum entaw welzeft?
me: ok shswi y3ne
wahab: entay mta nawya tyozen?
me: lmn enta ta3gel ou t9eer rayal
wahab: ana rayal ou gh9bn 3laich
me: ee 9ra7a wa'97 enek rayal
wahab: ee, btshofen lulu ! ana saket
me: ee khair enshallah
i ignored him and went to bed ...
fay: lulu goumay yalaaa malna khlg nan6rch yala yalaaa
me: ufff mnu ga3d?
fay: elkel
me: enzain
we all changed and ate breakfast
after then we went to the train station
eb akher train kan full ou dad khalani ana ou aziz ou dana
after 1 hour we arrived to disney finally
me: ambaih khl nan6rhum!
aziz: khl nougaf 3end elbab ou nan6er
me: ee yala
b3d 15 minutes w9law
we went to parc disneyland
we plaayyeddd maybe everyyythinggg!!!
we had aloot of fun
bs it was very cold ou eljaw ma ysa3d fa we lazm nrid elsa3a 7 ...
bs shnuuu swa mr wahaab? kharaab 3laay wnaastyy :D
me: la jad enta shfeh omeekk bs tabe tt'hawsh??
fay: lulu hadayy
wahab: shayfaa swaalfch ou f3aaylch elzbala nafschh !
me: zbala shaklekk
dad: BAAS SKTAW SHFEEKUM
wahab: agoul lulu agoull??
me: ....
wahab: AGOOULL?
dad: shtgoull !
wahab: la khla9 mako shey
Uncle: elsa3a 6 yala yala emshaw mu wagtkum entaw b3d tfahmaw belbait!!
We went to the train station to go home.
I was sitting next to aziz and dana
I dropped a tear on his hand
Aziz: shfech?
Me: shnu mafeni?
Aziz: smela 3laich mafech shey! Malch shghel feeh
Me: ana khayfa!
Aziz: la tkhafen enshala ma ra7 ysawi shey
Me: enshala
Aziz: bs shnu yabe ygoul?
Me: ....
Aziz: lulu?
Me: ....
Aziz: laikon? Ams?
Me: eh.
Aziz: shdrah?
Me: shafna.
Aziz: aah!!
After 1 hour we arrived to our hotel
Me: ana bnam
Dad: tawha 7:15 bnswi 3sha b3den namay
Me: ok.
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Me: wahab enta shfeek? Shtabi feni? Bs 3shan t2theni? Wallaa enta wla mra 9rt zein wyay wla shey!!!
Wahab: kaifi ana abeich!
Me: ana mabeek! Maby wa7d y2theni ou yma9kher 3eshty!!
Wahab: ....
Me: enta tertha a7d ysawe feek chthy?
Wahab: etha ma tbeni atzwjch bgoul
Me: shtgoul?
Wahab: shswetay wya aziz
Me: WAHAB!!
Wahab: ghaira mako !
Me: oufff !!! Khla9 la tgoul
Wahab: 3afya
Me: ....
At 9:30 we all went to sleep
3 days passed everything was okay, i werent so close with aziz, just a normal days we go shopping etc ...
Wahab: 3amy aziz meta berou7?
Dad: tw elnas laish?
Wahab: bgoulk shey!
Dad: goul !
Wahab gal EVERY SINGLE THING TO MY DAD ABOUT ME AND AZIZ
dad: enta mn 9jek wla shnu bthab6?
Wahab: wala mn 9je! Ana shayfhum
Dad was angry, very angry
Dad: nad lulu!
Wahab: enshallah
----
Wahab: lulu obouch ybech
Me: enshallah
....
Me: hala yba?
He slapped me on the face till i got down on the floor
Me: SHSWAITTT!!!
Dad: la ttklmain!
Me: shnuu ybaa shnuu!!
Dad: chub wla kelma!! Ma buga shey ma sweteeh wya 3ziz!!
Me: ....
Dad: elyoum ehwa ra7 yrou7 , ashoufech tkalmena aw shey! Aw tgoulela ena wahab galy aw ana drait
Me: ybba a7bbaa wallaaa !!!
Dad: 7btch elgradaa enshalaaa!!
Me: ybaa 7ram 3laaik t9adeg wahab ou ana gbel chm yoom agoulek el9j ou ma t9dg!!!
Dad: eklay khraach! Wahab ou ana a3rfaa
Me: wanaa shnuu?
Dad: entay ou zbalaa wa7d !! Yala thlfay 3n wayhe maby ashoufch
Me: enshallah..
I ran to my room and bursted into tears
Fay: SHFEEEEECHH???
I couldnt talk or breathe, or anything ... I just need aziz
--------
Dad: yala yba aziz emsh khl nrou7
Aziz: elbnat mara7 eyoun?
Dad: LAA!
Aziz: ah ok.
They went to the airport...
Their side
Dad told aziz everythingg ou kel ele gala ly ena ma ashoufa wla akalma wla shey
Aziz: bs 3amy ana a7b bntek!
Dad: enta ma tfham benty ra7 tnkh6b?
Aziz: ee 3amy bs !
Dad: ou ybas! Saw ele gelta ou bs yala rou7 to9al bel slama ..
------
I told dana and fay everything ...
Dana: ambaih! Entay mn 9jch??
Fay: laa laa wahab mu 9a7y!
Me: al7en gh9bn 3lay atzwaj wahab.. Shal 3eesha!! Abe ommyy
Dana: allah yr7mhaa, b3d shtswen! Alah y3eench
Me: 7adaa
Fay: ana sma3t obouch dana ygoul ena lmn nrid london ra7 njahez aghrathna ou nrid kuwait b3d 2 days
Dana: kelna?
Fay: wala madri
Me: ee aked kelna !
Dana: elsa3a 9:30 ma tben tnamen?
Me: embala b3d shwy
Dad: LUULUU
me: hala?
Dad: yebay tlphonch ou kel ajhztch!
Me: yba ana mu 9ghera!!
Dad: n3amm?? Tbeen 6rag thany?
Me: enshala.
I gave him my things,
Dad: jahzaw kel aghrathkum lana 3gb bacher bnrid london mlaina hne ou b3d 2 days bnrou7 elkuwait kelna
Me: laish?
Dad: entay shfeeechh?
Me: wla shey ..
We all packed our things ..
3 days later...
In london ..
Dad: yala yala khl9aw bnrou7 elma6aarr
------
We went to the airport and did our passport thingy etc ....
And we went to our plane, i miss gust and all my family ! Home too .. Kuwait more !
After along 6 hours we arrived to kuwait at 8:00am ..
Home.sweet.home.
I hugged my bed ...
Dad: bacher ra7 trou7en eljam3a
Me: twni rada!
Dad: wala rou7ay golay lhum twch rada!
Me: ....
Dad: el'6her bnrou7 3nd mama ruqaya
Me: maly khlg
Dad: mu 3la kaifch!!
Me: ok.
I need aziz!! I neeeeeeeeeeeed him
Dad went to his room to sleep, i got my car keys and went to the super market
I bought redbull, cigarettes
After i arrived home i was smoking, i had nothing to do! I remembered i have my laptop
I opened it and checked aziz's profile
Whatt?? He deactivated !!! Impossible ... Today its his operation ! I neeeddd himmm
Im just drinking redbull and smoking ..
Till i finished 1 packet!
I went to the super market again
Guess who i saw?
he slept except me ..
i know what im doing is wrong ou 7ram , but i couldnt help it , i love him
i was thinking what should i tell dad, maybe tomorrow when we return ...
after i go to bed i recieved a dm from
from? wahab!!!!!!!
me: shnu?
wahab: 3balch ma shftkum entaw welzeft?
me: ok shswi y3ne
wahab: entay mta nawya tyozen?
me: lmn enta ta3gel ou t9eer rayal
wahab: ana rayal ou gh9bn 3laich
me: ee 9ra7a wa'97 enek rayal
wahab: ee, btshofen lulu ! ana saket
me: ee khair enshallah
i ignored him and went to bed ...
fay: lulu goumay yalaaa malna khlg nan6rch yala yalaaa
me: ufff mnu ga3d?
fay: elkel
me: enzain
we all changed and ate breakfast
after then we went to the train station
eb akher train kan full ou dad khalani ana ou aziz ou dana
after 1 hour we arrived to disney finally
me: ambaih khl nan6rhum!
aziz: khl nougaf 3end elbab ou nan6er
me: ee yala
b3d 15 minutes w9law
we went to parc disneyland
we plaayyeddd maybe everyyythinggg!!!
we had aloot of fun
bs it was very cold ou eljaw ma ysa3d fa we lazm nrid elsa3a 7 ...
bs shnuuu swa mr wahaab? kharaab 3laay wnaastyy :D
me: la jad enta shfeh omeekk bs tabe tt'hawsh??
fay: lulu hadayy
wahab: shayfaa swaalfch ou f3aaylch elzbala nafschh !
me: zbala shaklekk
dad: BAAS SKTAW SHFEEKUM
wahab: agoul lulu agoull??
me: ....
wahab: AGOOULL?
dad: shtgoull !
wahab: la khla9 mako shey
Uncle: elsa3a 6 yala yala emshaw mu wagtkum entaw b3d tfahmaw belbait!!
We went to the train station to go home.
I was sitting next to aziz and dana
I dropped a tear on his hand
Aziz: shfech?
Me: shnu mafeni?
Aziz: smela 3laich mafech shey! Malch shghel feeh
Me: ana khayfa!
Aziz: la tkhafen enshala ma ra7 ysawi shey
Me: enshala
Aziz: bs shnu yabe ygoul?
Me: ....
Aziz: lulu?
Me: ....
Aziz: laikon? Ams?
Me: eh.
Aziz: shdrah?
Me: shafna.
Aziz: aah!!
After 1 hour we arrived to our hotel
Me: ana bnam
Dad: tawha 7:15 bnswi 3sha b3den namay
Me: ok.
-------
Me: wahab enta shfeek? Shtabi feni? Bs 3shan t2theni? Wallaa enta wla mra 9rt zein wyay wla shey!!!
Wahab: kaifi ana abeich!
Me: ana mabeek! Maby wa7d y2theni ou yma9kher 3eshty!!
Wahab: ....
Me: enta tertha a7d ysawe feek chthy?
Wahab: etha ma tbeni atzwjch bgoul
Me: shtgoul?
Wahab: shswetay wya aziz
Me: WAHAB!!
Wahab: ghaira mako !
Me: oufff !!! Khla9 la tgoul
Wahab: 3afya
Me: ....
At 9:30 we all went to sleep
3 days passed everything was okay, i werent so close with aziz, just a normal days we go shopping etc ...
Wahab: 3amy aziz meta berou7?
Dad: tw elnas laish?
Wahab: bgoulk shey!
Dad: goul !
Wahab gal EVERY SINGLE THING TO MY DAD ABOUT ME AND AZIZ
dad: enta mn 9jek wla shnu bthab6?
Wahab: wala mn 9je! Ana shayfhum
Dad was angry, very angry
Dad: nad lulu!
Wahab: enshallah
----
Wahab: lulu obouch ybech
Me: enshallah
....
Me: hala yba?
He slapped me on the face till i got down on the floor
Me: SHSWAITTT!!!
Dad: la ttklmain!
Me: shnuu ybaa shnuu!!
Dad: chub wla kelma!! Ma buga shey ma sweteeh wya 3ziz!!
Me: ....
Dad: elyoum ehwa ra7 yrou7 , ashoufech tkalmena aw shey! Aw tgoulela ena wahab galy aw ana drait
Me: ybba a7bbaa wallaaa !!!
Dad: 7btch elgradaa enshalaaa!!
Me: ybaa 7ram 3laaik t9adeg wahab ou ana gbel chm yoom agoulek el9j ou ma t9dg!!!
Dad: eklay khraach! Wahab ou ana a3rfaa
Me: wanaa shnuu?
Dad: entay ou zbalaa wa7d !! Yala thlfay 3n wayhe maby ashoufch
Me: enshallah..
I ran to my room and bursted into tears
Fay: SHFEEEEECHH???
I couldnt talk or breathe, or anything ... I just need aziz
--------
Dad: yala yba aziz emsh khl nrou7
Aziz: elbnat mara7 eyoun?
Dad: LAA!
Aziz: ah ok.
They went to the airport...
Their side
Dad told aziz everythingg ou kel ele gala ly ena ma ashoufa wla akalma wla shey
Aziz: bs 3amy ana a7b bntek!
Dad: enta ma tfham benty ra7 tnkh6b?
Aziz: ee 3amy bs !
Dad: ou ybas! Saw ele gelta ou bs yala rou7 to9al bel slama ..
------
I told dana and fay everything ...
Dana: ambaih! Entay mn 9jch??
Fay: laa laa wahab mu 9a7y!
Me: al7en gh9bn 3lay atzwaj wahab.. Shal 3eesha!! Abe ommyy
Dana: allah yr7mhaa, b3d shtswen! Alah y3eench
Me: 7adaa
Fay: ana sma3t obouch dana ygoul ena lmn nrid london ra7 njahez aghrathna ou nrid kuwait b3d 2 days
Dana: kelna?
Fay: wala madri
Me: ee aked kelna !
Dana: elsa3a 9:30 ma tben tnamen?
Me: embala b3d shwy
Dad: LUULUU
me: hala?
Dad: yebay tlphonch ou kel ajhztch!
Me: yba ana mu 9ghera!!
Dad: n3amm?? Tbeen 6rag thany?
Me: enshala.
I gave him my things,
Dad: jahzaw kel aghrathkum lana 3gb bacher bnrid london mlaina hne ou b3d 2 days bnrou7 elkuwait kelna
Me: laish?
Dad: entay shfeeechh?
Me: wla shey ..
We all packed our things ..
3 days later...
In london ..
Dad: yala yala khl9aw bnrou7 elma6aarr
------
We went to the airport and did our passport thingy etc ....
And we went to our plane, i miss gust and all my family ! Home too .. Kuwait more !
After along 6 hours we arrived to kuwait at 8:00am ..
Home.sweet.home.
I hugged my bed ...
Dad: bacher ra7 trou7en eljam3a
Me: twni rada!
Dad: wala rou7ay golay lhum twch rada!
Me: ....
Dad: el'6her bnrou7 3nd mama ruqaya
Me: maly khlg
Dad: mu 3la kaifch!!
Me: ok.
I need aziz!! I neeeeeeeeeeeed him
Dad went to his room to sleep, i got my car keys and went to the super market
I bought redbull, cigarettes
After i arrived home i was smoking, i had nothing to do! I remembered i have my laptop
I opened it and checked aziz's profile
Whatt?? He deactivated !!! Impossible ... Today its his operation ! I neeeddd himmm
Im just drinking redbull and smoking ..
Till i finished 1 packet!
I went to the super market again
Guess who i saw?
Monday, 19 November 2012
ATTENTION
you all know that im going to start exams on 26-11 !
and as you know, high school? needs alot of studying
so i wont be posting like before
maybe i can tomorrow and after tomorrow,
on weekend? NO
i really cant i have to study ...
i hope you guys understand
ou maybe maybbbee mu akeed, etha kan 3ndi emt7an shwy sahal i'll post maybe
wish me luck , and goodluck y'all <3
and as you know, high school? needs alot of studying
so i wont be posting like before
maybe i can tomorrow and after tomorrow,
on weekend? NO
i really cant i have to study ...
i hope you guys understand
ou maybe maybbbee mu akeed, etha kan 3ndi emt7an shwy sahal i'll post maybe
wish me luck , and goodluck y'all <3
Once in a lifetime part 32
he pulled me and kissed me ,
what kiss? a french one. the disgusting one ... LOL::
me: i wish you can sleep with us!!!!!!
aziz: me too,
me: yala emsh khl nrou7
aziz: yala
finally we reached them sitting in a very beautiful green garden
dad: yala emshaw nrou7 ou blail nrid
me: laish baba twna yayen khl nstanas shwy
dad: ee yala okay shwy bs
fay: dam chthy 3yal dano ou lulu t3alaw n9awer
we took some funny and crazy pictures together ! memories<3 it was fun !
after 30 minutes we arrived home.
dad: lulu yba ana ou khalch benam elsa3a 7:30 gwmouna ou etha ma 3laikum amer rou7aw eljm3ya greba 3laina eshtraw akel ou sawaw b3dain
me: enshallah men 3youni
dad: tslmeen wala
dad. uncle and wahab slept except me dana fay and aziz so aziz came and sat with us
we decided to go to the supermarket to buy some food
after supermarket we arrived to our hotel ..
we made dinner
me: sooo
fay: ana barou7 amshi bara , a7d byeey?
me: wayed bard maby aye
dana: wla ana
aziz: wla ana
fay: malat 3laikum tnabel , khl arou7 wayed a7san
-------
dana: weee khl arou7 ajabel elakel
me: ee la tnsena 7adi yo3ana
dana: enshala mdam
aziz: t3alay elbalcony
me: laish?
aziz: bs chthy eljaw 7lw barid
me: umm ok
aziz: obouch ygoul bnrou7 disney bacher
me: wnasa bs wai3 maby agoum mbacher
aziz: ee 6b3an , a9lan ellsa3a 8 3ndi wayed mt2kher ! entay fal7a tgoumen 10-11
me: enzain chub
dana screamed: LUUULUUUU LEE7GGAAAAYY
me: HAA SHFEECHH !!!
dana: ambaih ma3arf shlon aswy alfredo sauce!!
me: malat 3laich 3baly 3ndch salfa, WANA SHDRANI !
dana: 3yal mnu yadri yadtee?
me: ee waala khl ns2al mama ruqaya ! shdraaaniii s2lay chef aziz
dana: shfeek ma t7cha ent?
aziz: chub, jablay elpizza khl aswy elpasta ana
dana: ee yala
me: ana brou7 ag3idhum
------
i woke dad and uncle ..
me: wahab!
wahab goum
wahab: shtben?
me: 3asha !
wahab: ee rou7ay g3ay 7beebch awl
me: e7trem nafsek shwy!!
wahab: entay ele e7trmay nafsch yal zbala
me: ambaih 9ij qaleel adab! zbala shaklek
wahab: btshofen lulu, walla!
me: ee khair enshallah madri shnu bshouf
-------
dad: lulu laish ma t3lmaiin tsween pastaa pizza ay sheeyy ! b3dden wrach 3yal ou rayel
me: tw elnas ou ma7b a6bakh, shnu faydat elkhdam
dad: faydat'hum? ma mnhum faidaa bs n9aben ou yboun flous
me: yba y9eer khair, khl a6bakh 7g nafsy 3shan a6bakh 7g a7d thani
dad: allah yahdech bs
me: ajm3en enshallah
dad: ha khl9taw akel 3shan nrou7
all: EEEE
after dinner we went to the eiffel tower
fay: AMBAIH AMBAAIH BAMOOUUT
all: SHFEECHH??
fay: ambaih , eltower, eyaaaneeeeeeeeeeeenn
dana: malat 3laich 3balna 3ndch salfa bs
fay: .... -.-
-------
dad: ma mleetaw?
me: embala mlaaina ou naby crepe
dana: ween ako?
uncle: eeee fe crepe ou waffels hnak yala yala emshaw
wahab: ee 7g elmten zahben
all: KAIFNA
wahab: rou7aw rou7aw bil3afya
after everything we finally went to the hotel
dad: yala elsa3a 10 rou7aw namaw wrana g3da
all: enshalla
------
twitter DM
aziz: daykha?
me: umm no , you?
aziz: la! awl mra ag3d lai 12:00
me: chicken
aziz: t3alay el9ala
me: ok
i went to the living room and saw aziz
aziz: y7lailhum 3nndhum mbc 1
me: ma3ndhum english channels 3ndhum mbc 1 ! wow
aziz: laish m3aqba nafsch? g3day!
me: we, ah ok
i sat next to him ou he putted his arm around me.
aziz: bgoulch shey
me: goul
aziz: abech.
me: y3ni ana shswi, gelt kel shey ou oboy leel7in yabeni akhth elzag wahab
aziz: oufff ee klmeeh brou7ah ymkn ysm3ch ou y9dg
me: madri ashouf.
aziz: yala 3shany
me: enshallaa
he held my chin till his nose touched my nose
me: tkhyal al7en oboy eyeey
aziz: tkhylay!
me: aswy nafsy mayta
aziz: smela 3laich zaga
me: im jokinngg
aziz: 7tan law
me: way asfa
-------
me: its 2, ma dekht?
aziz: la shlon annam ou ana wyach !
me: enzain emsh elbalcony
aziz: y3ni ana ele ast7y
me: chub chub
we went to the balcony, i wasnt comfortable when we were inside.
so i held his face and kissed him
aziz: 3shan chthy tbeen trou7en elbalcony?
me: um well yeah, kinda
aziz: me too bs gelt ymkn ma tbeen
me: oh, soo
aziz: eee t3alaayyyy
he pulled me and starte making out till he got crazy
me: ambaih ambaih 3ziz hady shwyy
aziz: walla a7bch !
me: wala ana b3d bs shfeek ynaaiit
aziz: wala law kntay murtyy ..
me: ok chub
aziz: ast7y ast7y
me: esket ya mleeq
aziz: enzain
i heard someone was calling me and aziz
i turned wela its fay
fay: shgam tswoun entaw
me: wla shey bs ma nemna ou gam nsoulf
fay: oh okay
me: ambaih 3ziz please khl nrou7 ou klmni dm
aziz: shfeech khayfa ya mama
me: please 3shany 3ziz
aziz: enshallah
we went inside,
he slept except me ..
i know what im doing is wrong ou 7ram , but i couldnt help it , i love him
i was thinking what should i tell dad, maybe tomorrow when we return ...
after i go to bed i recieved a dm from ...
HOLLY SHIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what kiss? a french one. the disgusting one ... LOL::
me: i wish you can sleep with us!!!!!!
aziz: me too,
me: yala emsh khl nrou7
aziz: yala
finally we reached them sitting in a very beautiful green garden
dad: yala emshaw nrou7 ou blail nrid
me: laish baba twna yayen khl nstanas shwy
dad: ee yala okay shwy bs
fay: dam chthy 3yal dano ou lulu t3alaw n9awer
we took some funny and crazy pictures together ! memories<3 it was fun !
after 30 minutes we arrived home.
dad: lulu yba ana ou khalch benam elsa3a 7:30 gwmouna ou etha ma 3laikum amer rou7aw eljm3ya greba 3laina eshtraw akel ou sawaw b3dain
me: enshallah men 3youni
dad: tslmeen wala
dad. uncle and wahab slept except me dana fay and aziz so aziz came and sat with us
we decided to go to the supermarket to buy some food
after supermarket we arrived to our hotel ..
we made dinner
me: sooo
fay: ana barou7 amshi bara , a7d byeey?
me: wayed bard maby aye
dana: wla ana
aziz: wla ana
fay: malat 3laikum tnabel , khl arou7 wayed a7san
-------
dana: weee khl arou7 ajabel elakel
me: ee la tnsena 7adi yo3ana
dana: enshala mdam
aziz: t3alay elbalcony
me: laish?
aziz: bs chthy eljaw 7lw barid
me: umm ok
aziz: obouch ygoul bnrou7 disney bacher
me: wnasa bs wai3 maby agoum mbacher
aziz: ee 6b3an , a9lan ellsa3a 8 3ndi wayed mt2kher ! entay fal7a tgoumen 10-11
me: enzain chub
dana screamed: LUUULUUUU LEE7GGAAAAYY
me: HAA SHFEECHH !!!
dana: ambaih ma3arf shlon aswy alfredo sauce!!
me: malat 3laich 3baly 3ndch salfa, WANA SHDRANI !
dana: 3yal mnu yadri yadtee?
me: ee waala khl ns2al mama ruqaya ! shdraaaniii s2lay chef aziz
dana: shfeek ma t7cha ent?
aziz: chub, jablay elpizza khl aswy elpasta ana
dana: ee yala
me: ana brou7 ag3idhum
------
i woke dad and uncle ..
me: wahab!
wahab goum
wahab: shtben?
me: 3asha !
wahab: ee rou7ay g3ay 7beebch awl
me: e7trem nafsek shwy!!
wahab: entay ele e7trmay nafsch yal zbala
me: ambaih 9ij qaleel adab! zbala shaklek
wahab: btshofen lulu, walla!
me: ee khair enshallah madri shnu bshouf
-------
dad: lulu laish ma t3lmaiin tsween pastaa pizza ay sheeyy ! b3dden wrach 3yal ou rayel
me: tw elnas ou ma7b a6bakh, shnu faydat elkhdam
dad: faydat'hum? ma mnhum faidaa bs n9aben ou yboun flous
me: yba y9eer khair, khl a6bakh 7g nafsy 3shan a6bakh 7g a7d thani
dad: allah yahdech bs
me: ajm3en enshallah
dad: ha khl9taw akel 3shan nrou7
all: EEEE
after dinner we went to the eiffel tower
fay: AMBAIH AMBAAIH BAMOOUUT
all: SHFEECHH??
fay: ambaih , eltower, eyaaaneeeeeeeeeeeenn
dana: malat 3laich 3balna 3ndch salfa bs
fay: .... -.-
-------
dad: ma mleetaw?
me: embala mlaaina ou naby crepe
dana: ween ako?
uncle: eeee fe crepe ou waffels hnak yala yala emshaw
wahab: ee 7g elmten zahben
all: KAIFNA
wahab: rou7aw rou7aw bil3afya
after everything we finally went to the hotel
dad: yala elsa3a 10 rou7aw namaw wrana g3da
all: enshalla
------
twitter DM
aziz: daykha?
me: umm no , you?
aziz: la! awl mra ag3d lai 12:00
me: chicken
aziz: t3alay el9ala
me: ok
i went to the living room and saw aziz
aziz: y7lailhum 3nndhum mbc 1
me: ma3ndhum english channels 3ndhum mbc 1 ! wow
aziz: laish m3aqba nafsch? g3day!
me: we, ah ok
i sat next to him ou he putted his arm around me.
aziz: bgoulch shey
me: goul
aziz: abech.
me: y3ni ana shswi, gelt kel shey ou oboy leel7in yabeni akhth elzag wahab
aziz: oufff ee klmeeh brou7ah ymkn ysm3ch ou y9dg
me: madri ashouf.
aziz: yala 3shany
me: enshallaa
he held my chin till his nose touched my nose
me: tkhyal al7en oboy eyeey
aziz: tkhylay!
me: aswy nafsy mayta
aziz: smela 3laich zaga
me: im jokinngg
aziz: 7tan law
me: way asfa
-------
me: its 2, ma dekht?
aziz: la shlon annam ou ana wyach !
me: enzain emsh elbalcony
aziz: y3ni ana ele ast7y
me: chub chub
we went to the balcony, i wasnt comfortable when we were inside.
so i held his face and kissed him
aziz: 3shan chthy tbeen trou7en elbalcony?
me: um well yeah, kinda
aziz: me too bs gelt ymkn ma tbeen
me: oh, soo
aziz: eee t3alaayyyy
he pulled me and starte making out till he got crazy
me: ambaih ambaih 3ziz hady shwyy
aziz: walla a7bch !
me: wala ana b3d bs shfeek ynaaiit
aziz: wala law kntay murtyy ..
me: ok chub
aziz: ast7y ast7y
me: esket ya mleeq
aziz: enzain
i heard someone was calling me and aziz
i turned wela its fay
fay: shgam tswoun entaw
me: wla shey bs ma nemna ou gam nsoulf
fay: oh okay
me: ambaih 3ziz please khl nrou7 ou klmni dm
aziz: shfeech khayfa ya mama
me: please 3shany 3ziz
aziz: enshallah
we went inside,
he slept except me ..
i know what im doing is wrong ou 7ram , but i couldnt help it , i love him
i was thinking what should i tell dad, maybe tomorrow when we return ...
after i go to bed i recieved a dm from ...
HOLLY SHIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, 18 November 2012
A poem
a poem i wrote today at math class ... you know, boredom kills:::
See the strength that you have within.
the one that makes you believe in
how you look and who you are,
the feautures that makes you beautiful
and dont change a thing about yourself
no matter the words they say they bring
because you are beautiful
and nobody is perfect
Saturday, 17 November 2012
Once in a lifetime part 31
At 10:00 aziz wanted to to
Outside,
Me: ra7 tye bacher wyana elma6ar?
Aziz: ee aked
Me: enshala, awl ma trid call
Aziz: enshalla tbeen shey?
Me: slamtek
He kissed me on the lips ..
wahab: ASHKARA CHTHYY???
me: shtaby ent? you're not my husband wla fince wla shey!
wahab: wla ohwa !!!!
me: ok ent al7een shtaby?
aziz: lulu bs
wahab: 7saby wyach b3dain ya 7mara
me: ee khair madry shnu btswi
aziz: yala ana raye7
me: bye,,
i ignored wahab and when to my room ..
i saw dana and fay and i was shocked
dana: shfeech?
fay: lulu? feech shey?
i bursted into tears, i couldnt talk or do anything
dana: khl nkhleha tnam la nzeed 3laiha
fay: yala okay ..
i fell asleep ...
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i woke up, it was 9:00
me: aziz? shfeek?
aziz: mafeni shey! bs tawni knt bg3dch
me: oh okay
aziz: goodmorning, are you okay?
me: yeah i think ..
aziz: yala t3alay breakfast
me: enshallah !
after breakfast i wanted to change
me: BAABAA!!!!!!!!!!
dad: hala shfeech !!
me: wain mlaabsyy??
dad: bl laundry! yala t3alay bl pj elma6ar
dana: yala el7yah 7elwa lulu
fay: luuulu khu eb london bara 3ady
me: ambaih fshla, ookk
we went to the airport
me: baba laish 3ndk my passport?
dad: lana ra7 tyeen wyana
me: ha?
fay: RAA77 NROOOOU7 KEELNNAAA PAAAARIISSSS SURPRIIIIIIIIIISE
me: HAAAA?
dana: ambai mu m9dga mskena ..
me: AMBAAAAAIHHH A7BBKUUUMM !!!!! GROUPP HUUGGG
nfashel:::::
so b3d ma khl9na the airport stuff ::: etc ... we went to our plane !
me, fay and dana together . wahab, aziz, uncle and dad together behind us ..
they all slept except me , uncle and aziz
me: khaly ma tbe tnam?
uncle: embala bnaam bs broou7 el7mam
me: ahaa okayy
after then my uncle slept
aziz: btnamen?
me: no, klsh mu daykha
aziz: hmm , 3yal t3alay el7mam
me: why?
aziz: bwreech shey !
me: shnu?
aziz: khu t3aalay wntay sakta la tkhafen mara7 athb7ch !
me: enzaain
allah yaster ...
we went to the bathroom
he held my face with his 2 hands and he started making out ....
me: azizz aziizz !!!
aziz: shfeechh?
me: akhaf a7d ygom ou ydawer 3laina
aziz: i'll come up with an excuse
me: ufff , fine
aziz: khu t3alay ma shba3t
s7abny mn my shirt ou started kissing ...
lain ma dakhal his hand eb my shirt
me: AZIIIZZ!!!!
aziz: sorry sorryy !
me: omg please khl n6la3 akhaf ydawroun 3laina
aziz: shfeech khayfa ! 7ta ymkn ma9art 5 minutes, ou el7mam ele e7na ray7enla b3eed 3nhum just trust me
me: okay... wala im scared !
aziz: dont be, im here !
me: enshallah ...
i hugged him soo tight ou he kissed my neck , its like a bite
we went to our seats ou kel wa7ed eb sabi3 nouma , 7mdallaah !!!!!!!
after 1 hour we finally reached paris ..
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after 1 hour n half we arrived to our hotel
me: shkthr ra7 ng3ad?
dad: kelna 10 days ma 3da 3ziz 6
me: ohh
we unpacked our things and went to chan se lise to have lunch there
dad: tdroun Eiffel tower yamna tqreban?
me: PLLEASEEE KHL NROOOU7
dad: yala emshaw
after 15 minutes we went to the Eiffel tower and went inside ...
aziz: 3ady nrid hne blail? fe lights and stuff
dad: ee yala dam ma3ndna she
aziz: enhshala, ana al7en brou7 chan se lise abe m7al
uncle: ma taby wahab eyeey wyak?
aziz: la mashkour,ana b3den adeg 3laikum ou ashouf wenkum
dad: aku 7deqa yamna bnrou7 laha
aziz: ee enshallah okay
me: may9er arou7 wyah? abe ashtry shey 7g rayan ou rawan
dad: yala rou7aw
wahab: ana b3d abe arou7 !
uncle: la enta mako, ana abeek t3lmni hal iphone tawni makhtha
wahab: uff , enzain
me&aziz's pov
we went to chan se lise ou 6oul elmuda we we're helding hands ...
i bought some toys for rayan and rawan i miss theemm
aziz: mnu rayan ou rawan?
me: 3yal okhouy
aziz: wow! tawni adry ench 3amma
me: heheee
aziz: cuute , twins?
me: ee shdrak
aziz: men asamehum
me: ohh
aziz: we are alone
me: eeh?
aziz: i said we are alone
me: ee adri !
aziz: uhoo
he pulled me and kissed me ,
what kiss? a french one. the disgusting one ... LOL::
me: i wish you can sleep with us!!!!!!
aziz: me too,
me: yala emsh khl nrou7
aziz: yala
finally we reached them sitting in a very beautiful green garden
mako cliffhanger 3shankum:p
Outside,
Me: ra7 tye bacher wyana elma6ar?
Aziz: ee aked
Me: enshala, awl ma trid call
Aziz: enshalla tbeen shey?
Me: slamtek
He kissed me on the lips ..
wahab: ASHKARA CHTHYY???
me: shtaby ent? you're not my husband wla fince wla shey!
wahab: wla ohwa !!!!
me: ok ent al7een shtaby?
aziz: lulu bs
wahab: 7saby wyach b3dain ya 7mara
me: ee khair madry shnu btswi
aziz: yala ana raye7
me: bye,,
i ignored wahab and when to my room ..
i saw dana and fay and i was shocked
dana: shfeech?
fay: lulu? feech shey?
i bursted into tears, i couldnt talk or do anything
dana: khl nkhleha tnam la nzeed 3laiha
fay: yala okay ..
i fell asleep ...
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i woke up, it was 9:00
me: aziz? shfeek?
aziz: mafeni shey! bs tawni knt bg3dch
me: oh okay
aziz: goodmorning, are you okay?
me: yeah i think ..
aziz: yala t3alay breakfast
me: enshallah !
after breakfast i wanted to change
me: BAABAA!!!!!!!!!!
dad: hala shfeech !!
me: wain mlaabsyy??
dad: bl laundry! yala t3alay bl pj elma6ar
dana: yala el7yah 7elwa lulu
fay: luuulu khu eb london bara 3ady
me: ambaih fshla, ookk
we went to the airport
me: baba laish 3ndk my passport?
dad: lana ra7 tyeen wyana
me: ha?
fay: RAA77 NROOOOU7 KEELNNAAA PAAAARIISSSS SURPRIIIIIIIIIISE
me: HAAAA?
dana: ambai mu m9dga mskena ..
me: AMBAAAAAIHHH A7BBKUUUMM !!!!! GROUPP HUUGGG
nfashel:::::
so b3d ma khl9na the airport stuff ::: etc ... we went to our plane !
me, fay and dana together . wahab, aziz, uncle and dad together behind us ..
they all slept except me , uncle and aziz
me: khaly ma tbe tnam?
uncle: embala bnaam bs broou7 el7mam
me: ahaa okayy
after then my uncle slept
aziz: btnamen?
me: no, klsh mu daykha
aziz: hmm , 3yal t3alay el7mam
me: why?
aziz: bwreech shey !
me: shnu?
aziz: khu t3aalay wntay sakta la tkhafen mara7 athb7ch !
me: enzaain
allah yaster ...
we went to the bathroom
he held my face with his 2 hands and he started making out ....
me: azizz aziizz !!!
aziz: shfeechh?
me: akhaf a7d ygom ou ydawer 3laina
aziz: i'll come up with an excuse
me: ufff , fine
aziz: khu t3alay ma shba3t
s7abny mn my shirt ou started kissing ...
lain ma dakhal his hand eb my shirt
me: AZIIIZZ!!!!
aziz: sorry sorryy !
me: omg please khl n6la3 akhaf ydawroun 3laina
aziz: shfeech khayfa ! 7ta ymkn ma9art 5 minutes, ou el7mam ele e7na ray7enla b3eed 3nhum just trust me
me: okay... wala im scared !
aziz: dont be, im here !
me: enshallah ...
i hugged him soo tight ou he kissed my neck , its like a bite
we went to our seats ou kel wa7ed eb sabi3 nouma , 7mdallaah !!!!!!!
after 1 hour we finally reached paris ..
-------
after 1 hour n half we arrived to our hotel
me: shkthr ra7 ng3ad?
dad: kelna 10 days ma 3da 3ziz 6
me: ohh
we unpacked our things and went to chan se lise to have lunch there
dad: tdroun Eiffel tower yamna tqreban?
me: PLLEASEEE KHL NROOOU7
dad: yala emshaw
after 15 minutes we went to the Eiffel tower and went inside ...
aziz: 3ady nrid hne blail? fe lights and stuff
dad: ee yala dam ma3ndna she
aziz: enhshala, ana al7en brou7 chan se lise abe m7al
uncle: ma taby wahab eyeey wyak?
aziz: la mashkour,ana b3den adeg 3laikum ou ashouf wenkum
dad: aku 7deqa yamna bnrou7 laha
aziz: ee enshallah okay
me: may9er arou7 wyah? abe ashtry shey 7g rayan ou rawan
dad: yala rou7aw
wahab: ana b3d abe arou7 !
uncle: la enta mako, ana abeek t3lmni hal iphone tawni makhtha
wahab: uff , enzain
me&aziz's pov
we went to chan se lise ou 6oul elmuda we we're helding hands ...
i bought some toys for rayan and rawan i miss theemm
aziz: mnu rayan ou rawan?
me: 3yal okhouy
aziz: wow! tawni adry ench 3amma
me: heheee
aziz: cuute , twins?
me: ee shdrak
aziz: men asamehum
me: ohh
aziz: we are alone
me: eeh?
aziz: i said we are alone
me: ee adri !
aziz: uhoo
he pulled me and kissed me ,
what kiss? a french one. the disgusting one ... LOL::
me: i wish you can sleep with us!!!!!!
aziz: me too,
me: yala emsh khl nrou7
aziz: yala
finally we reached them sitting in a very beautiful green garden
mako cliffhanger 3shankum:p
The real inner beauty
you know why shrek is the best fairytale? cause in some fairytales, the prince and the princess are perfect . but in shrek it teaches us that imperfect people can still have their own happy endings
The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched.
They must be felt with the heart.
People are like stained-glass windows.
They sparkle and shine when the sun is out,
but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed
only if there is a light from within.
don’t understand why some pretty girls go to such great lengths just to look pretty your already pretty why put on so much make up! what are you covering up i see so many gorgeous women that look like dolls if thats the look your going for then fine. the more make up you put on the uglier you look when you take it off”
your inner beauty never needs makeup
A beautiful person isn't beautiful because of their physical appearance. You could be the best looking person in the world, but if your heart is ugly, then you're just as ugly.
Beautiful people are the people out there who are kind, generous and loving. They have beautiful hearts
I’ve never thought anyone to be ugly until I’ve learned about their true personality and seen the color of their heart
Everyone is beautiful to someone, even if it’s only one person, that one person can see your inner beauty and loves you for who you are.
Fuck society
So you want to kill yourself? Because no one cares about you. Your family hates you. Right? No. Your parents walking in your room in the morning to only find a dead body. They’ll try their hardest to not think negative, and to just think that you’re fooling around. Then they’ll start shaking you. Why aren’t you breathing? They’ll be broken. Tears. Many tears. More tears than you ever shed. Was it them? Were they the reason you did this? More tears. Pain. Every day. Every night. Every single second of every day. Guilt. More guilt. What about your bestfriends? They’re not going to care. Right? No. What’s the first thing that will go through their mind when your principal comes in and tells the class that you’re not alive. While your bestfriend sits there in tears. That girl that you’d smile at but never talk to? She’s now crying. The boy who used to kick you under the table just to annoy you? He’ll be shocked. He’ll be devastated. He’ll blame himself. What about your teacher? Thoughts crossing her mind. She’ll question if you did it because she didn’t make school comfortable enough for you. Pain. Devastation. All in one. Who organises your funeral? Who has to go through your stuff? Clothes? Notes? Those few older girls who used to give you daggers at school? They’ll feel regret. They’ll blame themselves. See, if you killed yourself today, you’ll never know what might of happened tomorrow. You’ll never know because you’re dead. Plain dead. Not breathing. Not alive. Just dead. Your family hates themselves for it. Your bestfriend then falls into depression. Tears. Tears. More tears than a river. All because you killed yourself because you thought no one would care. Right? You are loved. By many. Someone right now is thinking of you. And right now, I’m thinking about anyone who has thought or is considering suicide. You are beautiful. No matter if you’re black, white, homo-sexual, tall, short, overweight or anorexic. You are beautiful. You want to kill yourself? Think about it first. There’s no coming back. And I promise, if you do it, you are not only hurting yourself, you are hurting many. You are creating more tears than you led yourself to. You are making everyone miserable and making them all feel guilt and pain. Never will they feel whole like they used to when they had you. You are beautiful. And you are never ever alone.
before 3 weeks maybe, i have a friend , a classmate actually who had friend called maryam ! and what? maryam killed herself because of society !
RIP maryam ! ...
before 3 weeks maybe, i have a friend , a classmate actually who had friend called maryam ! and what? maryam killed herself because of society !
RIP maryam ! ...
T7l6m-ing
Elslaaam 3laaikum!
Aked estanstaw awl shey 3balkum its chapter 31::::
Elmuhim, ktabt hal post lana malal ou feni t7l6m::::
Awl shey bkh9ou9 ele ygolon 3n chapter 30 laish lulu basat aziz,
Tara mu shey ghareeb 3al kuwaityeen! Wayed basaw ou namaw wyahum ou swaw kel shey!!
Ou ele ygolon ana lulu, tara lulu is 24 madry 23 now! Ou ana? 15 -.-
Enzain,
Ou ele ytfalsfon ygolon inner beauty ou inner beauty ou elbent 7laha eb akhlaqha mu eljamal wla elmakeup,
3yal lmn t6l3on ou tshofon wa7da mu 7a6a makeup ou akhlaqha mthlan 100% 3alya 3la 6oul t7shon feha tgolon wai3 hathy laish mu 7a6a makeup
Ou ele ygolon ely talbis barmoda ou qamee9 g9eer ou m6al3a sh3rha hatha mu 7jab, akher shey entay bs labsa skinny, mu ay skinny b3d super skinny! Ou m6al3a shwy men sh3rha ou qmee9 g9eer ou dakhel her pants, 3yal hatha 7jab?
Ou lmn tshofon wa7da labsa 6weel ou body ou pants shwy wsee3 t3yboun 3laiha tgolon lazm tbyen shwy mn jsemha, laish enshallah? Ehya ele msweta 9a7 wntaw ghla6
Ou ele t9bagh sh3rha mlwan, ou elnas t3ayeb 3laiha akher shey eb twitter 7a6en 9orat wa7da 9abgha mlwan ou tgolon naby, inf9am much::::::?
Hmm shnuu ba3add yaa taraa::::
Eee ou bs slamatkum:)::::
M3a elslamaa ::::
Aked estanstaw awl shey 3balkum its chapter 31::::
Elmuhim, ktabt hal post lana malal ou feni t7l6m::::
Awl shey bkh9ou9 ele ygolon 3n chapter 30 laish lulu basat aziz,
Tara mu shey ghareeb 3al kuwaityeen! Wayed basaw ou namaw wyahum ou swaw kel shey!!
Ou ele ygolon ana lulu, tara lulu is 24 madry 23 now! Ou ana? 15 -.-
Enzain,
Ou ele ytfalsfon ygolon inner beauty ou inner beauty ou elbent 7laha eb akhlaqha mu eljamal wla elmakeup,
3yal lmn t6l3on ou tshofon wa7da mu 7a6a makeup ou akhlaqha mthlan 100% 3alya 3la 6oul t7shon feha tgolon wai3 hathy laish mu 7a6a makeup
Ou ele ygolon ely talbis barmoda ou qamee9 g9eer ou m6al3a sh3rha hatha mu 7jab, akher shey entay bs labsa skinny, mu ay skinny b3d super skinny! Ou m6al3a shwy men sh3rha ou qmee9 g9eer ou dakhel her pants, 3yal hatha 7jab?
Ou lmn tshofon wa7da labsa 6weel ou body ou pants shwy wsee3 t3yboun 3laiha tgolon lazm tbyen shwy mn jsemha, laish enshallah? Ehya ele msweta 9a7 wntaw ghla6
Ou ele t9bagh sh3rha mlwan, ou elnas t3ayeb 3laiha akher shey eb twitter 7a6en 9orat wa7da 9abgha mlwan ou tgolon naby, inf9am much::::::?
Hmm shnuu ba3add yaa taraa::::
Eee ou bs slamatkum:)::::
M3a elslamaa ::::
Once in a lifetime part 30
Heeyy:$ this post is dedicated to all my readers specially @myblogstory71 and @My_Mistrie_Life bs tara fe cliffhanger:( :$
I slept in his room and he slept in the couch ...
Aziz: luluu wake up !
Me: hmm
Aziz: yallaaaa
Me: AMBAIHH M7AD S2AL 3ANYY??
Aziz: embala dana fay and your dad and i come up with a story haha
Me: omg okayy
Aziz: yala wake up i made breakfast
Me: elsa3a cham?
Aziz: its 6! Eklay ou riday namay
Me: pfff enzain
After breakfast ...
Aziz: wanna watch a movie?
Me: yes, my own movie, my dream!
Aziz: ok, sleep tight .. XD
Me: haha wnta?
Aziz: bg3d shwy ou bnam
Me: enzain
I slept again
I woke up at 7:30 ! I couldnt continue sleeping, my stomach was hurting me, and i feel very cold till i woke aziz
Me: aziz wake up!
Aziz: shnu shfeech!
Me: wayed bard!! M3na im wearing wayed ou 2 blankets !
Aziz: 7tan hne bard, shnu tbeen aswy?
Me: come sleep with me!
Aziz: haa?? Noway!
Me: please! Bs now wala brdana
Aziz: noo lulu i cant! You're not my wife or girlfriend ! You're just a friend!
Me: im just a friend to you? Wow! Im going home ..
Aziz: no wait ! Ma gelt shey ghla6
Me: ok whatever im freezing i wanna go home
Aziz: LULU STAY!!
Me: laish?
Aziz: because !
Me: because what
Aziz: because i said so !
Me: because what?
Aziz: lulu stay please
Me: ma tfham? Im freezing !
Aziz: la entay btrou7en lana i told you you're just a friend
Me: ee ok shtbe al7en?
I dropped a tear
He came and hugged me tighht ! I swear, he's so warm!!! And he was shirtless, shloooonn:(
Me: wakher 3ani
Aziz: never! I love you
Me: no you dont we're just friends
Aziz: you are more than a friend lulu stop crying!!!
Me: barou7 elbait
Aziz: no , walla you're staying ou bs!
Me: ok.
( ps: dont judge ele bktba , its a true story and what im going to write is true :p )
We went to his room and he slept with me, hugged my waist and held my hands
Aziz: how's that?
Me: good. You're warm
Aziz: and you're very cold
Me: haha
He turned his face to me , we became face to face exactly !
Me: dont look at me like that
Aziz: you're beautiful, and i like to see your eyes !
Me: thankyou. Stop it
No he didnt!!!!
No nooo he didnt!!
HE DIDNT!!
His lips touched mine,
Me: aa - aazz - azizzzz?
Aziz: sorry i just cant help it thats why i didnt want to sleep with you ,
I was shocked, veeery shocked !!
Aziz: please dont be mad, tbeen agom? Aw tbeen trou7en elbait?
Me: no!
Aziz: arr, arree youu, aree you madd?
I gave him a peck on the lips !
Aziz: i loveyou!
Me: i know im not just a friend, you just came up with an excuse
Aziz: eeh,
Me: wanna go out?
Aziz: its 7:45 ! Ma tbeen tnamen?
Me: oh, ok nsait! Embala
Aziz: ee yala sleep
Me: enshallah , lif wayhek!
Aziz: awl shey
I kissed him
Aziz: you know me,
Me: 6b3an!
He slept, i was awake! Thinking about what happened
3 words, i love him! And i really wanna talk to dad ! I have to.
I told fay and dana about what happened
Dana: SHUT UP!!! ARE YOU SERIOUS?
Me: wow ga3da, yes im serious!
Dana: THIS IS SO CUTE YOU KNOW THAT!! Law ana chan ...
Me: dana laa tt'hawraaaainnn!!!::
Dana: LOOOL, ee knt brou7 el7mam ou al7en brid anam , meta btyeen?
Me: umm lmn 3ziz ygoum
Dana: 3shtaw, tkhylay chthy faj2a wahab yshofkum
Me: stfu!! Enshalla la, yadre ana wya aziz?
Dana: ee dara !
Me: shswa?
Dana: mnafis as always
Me: g6a3!
Dana: yala rou7ay, khl anam ana
Me: haha okk bye
So yeah i fell asleep..
....: gomay
Gomay
Gomayyyy
Me: fay? What are you doing!
Fay: its 1:00 aziz cooked lunch ou invited us
Me: ambaih! Laykonn?
Fay: no
Me: shnu no?
Fay: wahab mu hni !
Me: THANK GOD! Bs laish?
Fay: madry, ra7 subway wya his dad
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Dad: hala eb lulu !! Shfeech yba khayfaa
Me: ee knt khayfa ou elkel nayem chan arou7la
Dad: waaihh ma3ndich salfa 9ij habla
Me: ee haha
Dad: lulu bacher kelna bnrou7 elma6ar ! Bnrid elkuwait
Me: ambaih laish? Mbacher!!! Bridd
Dad: la ma y9eer, 3ndna shghel ...
Me: uff laaa !!!
Her dad of course lied ! Because they wanted to go to paris tomorrow
Dad: wala khosh lasagna and pizza aziz! 6bakh, yabakht ele eb takhthhaa
Omgggg dad gam ymdaa7 azizz,, yeepeeyy
Aziz: mashkor 3amy bil3afya
Dana: ween btrou7on b3deen? Wayed malal
Dad: ana mfaker ena nrou7 westfield abe chm shey 7g elkuwait
Me: ykafe eljan6a?
Dad: ee feha mukan wayed
Me: shnu taby?
Dad: fe chm shey lotions ou athath bait 9gheer 7g mama ruqaya ou okhouch ou 3yala ou murta
Me: aah okay
After lunch we went to westfield
Fay: wahab ou obouh beyoun?
Dad: ee ka bnrou7 lhum
Me: lazm? Laish ma ohma eyoun
Dad: lana brou7 elm7al ele ohma fee
Me: ahaaa okaayy
When we went to them
Wahab: ana barou7 el7mam fe a7d byeey?
Ou he started at me !
Me: ee ana barou7 !
Dad: yala bsr3a e7na foug
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Wahab: what the hell are you think you're doing?
Me: shswait?
Wahab: naima 3ndaa?
Me: nemt 3nda ! Mu wyah
Wahab: ee la jrbay tnamen wyah!
Me: ohh !
Wahab: wy3ouh enshallah! Entay elklam wyach thaye3!!
Me: ok shswy !
Wahab: la tswen shey! Thlfay 3an wayhe
Me: mn zeen wayhek!
He slapped me !!
Me: tmed eedik?
Wahab: madry, asif !!
Me: ee khair, yala bye
I left him, i went home actually! Alone
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Then they came !
Dad: shfeech re7tay? Shfee ba6nch?
Me: mafe shey!
Wahab stared at me
Dad: 3yal laish re7tay?
Me: wahab 6agni !
Dad: SHNUUU???
Me: ee ele sma3ta, wahab 6agni ! Ou kela yhaded dana ou aziz ...
Khrait ele aku welyy makooo ou ohma? Chthy wyohum ' :O '
Dad and uncle stared at wahab!
Wahab: wntay shdrach eb kel hatha !!!!!!!
Me: 3ndi dana , aziz ou fay! Btswy shey?
Wahab: .....
Uncle&dad: wahab nabeek shwy
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Dad: ya wahab! Mu enta tabe lulu? Laish tswy chthy! Ana ma 9dgt'ha yoom galat ena enta tbeha 3shan t2theha ou aziz
Wahab: ee khaly tara chthaba bntek!
Dad: eee aked! Ana a3rfek ma tsawy chthy!!!
Uncle: enzain ya weldi ana bs abeek t9eer khosh rayal ! Ou ma tmid eedik 3laiha ! Bt9eer murtek lulu enshalla
Wahab: enshallah yba mashkor
Dad: yala rou7 nadha 3shan tt2saf laha !
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Wahab called me and aplogized
Me: mu msam7ta !
Dad: LULU!!
Me: n3am?
Dad: sam7eeh !
Me: ee enshala khair, yala bye
Dad: la tkhaf, msam7tek bs ymkn ehya m39ba shwy!
Wahab: ee aked .
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At 10:00 aziz wanted to to
Outside,
Me: ra7 tye bacher wyana elma6ar?
Aziz: ee aked
Me: enshala, awl ma trid call
Aziz: enshalla tbeen shey?
Me: slamtek
He kissed me on the lips ..
.....: ASHKARA CHTHYY???
I slept in his room and he slept in the couch ...
Aziz: luluu wake up !
Me: hmm
Aziz: yallaaaa
Me: AMBAIHH M7AD S2AL 3ANYY??
Aziz: embala dana fay and your dad and i come up with a story haha
Me: omg okayy
Aziz: yala wake up i made breakfast
Me: elsa3a cham?
Aziz: its 6! Eklay ou riday namay
Me: pfff enzain
After breakfast ...
Aziz: wanna watch a movie?
Me: yes, my own movie, my dream!
Aziz: ok, sleep tight .. XD
Me: haha wnta?
Aziz: bg3d shwy ou bnam
Me: enzain
I slept again
I woke up at 7:30 ! I couldnt continue sleeping, my stomach was hurting me, and i feel very cold till i woke aziz
Me: aziz wake up!
Aziz: shnu shfeech!
Me: wayed bard!! M3na im wearing wayed ou 2 blankets !
Aziz: 7tan hne bard, shnu tbeen aswy?
Me: come sleep with me!
Aziz: haa?? Noway!
Me: please! Bs now wala brdana
Aziz: noo lulu i cant! You're not my wife or girlfriend ! You're just a friend!
Me: im just a friend to you? Wow! Im going home ..
Aziz: no wait ! Ma gelt shey ghla6
Me: ok whatever im freezing i wanna go home
Aziz: LULU STAY!!
Me: laish?
Aziz: because !
Me: because what
Aziz: because i said so !
Me: because what?
Aziz: lulu stay please
Me: ma tfham? Im freezing !
Aziz: la entay btrou7en lana i told you you're just a friend
Me: ee ok shtbe al7en?
I dropped a tear
He came and hugged me tighht ! I swear, he's so warm!!! And he was shirtless, shloooonn:(
Me: wakher 3ani
Aziz: never! I love you
Me: no you dont we're just friends
Aziz: you are more than a friend lulu stop crying!!!
Me: barou7 elbait
Aziz: no , walla you're staying ou bs!
Me: ok.
( ps: dont judge ele bktba , its a true story and what im going to write is true :p )
We went to his room and he slept with me, hugged my waist and held my hands
Aziz: how's that?
Me: good. You're warm
Aziz: and you're very cold
Me: haha
He turned his face to me , we became face to face exactly !
Me: dont look at me like that
Aziz: you're beautiful, and i like to see your eyes !
Me: thankyou. Stop it
No he didnt!!!!
No nooo he didnt!!
HE DIDNT!!
His lips touched mine,
Me: aa - aazz - azizzzz?
Aziz: sorry i just cant help it thats why i didnt want to sleep with you ,
I was shocked, veeery shocked !!
Aziz: please dont be mad, tbeen agom? Aw tbeen trou7en elbait?
Me: no!
Aziz: arr, arree youu, aree you madd?
I gave him a peck on the lips !
Aziz: i loveyou!
Me: i know im not just a friend, you just came up with an excuse
Aziz: eeh,
Me: wanna go out?
Aziz: its 7:45 ! Ma tbeen tnamen?
Me: oh, ok nsait! Embala
Aziz: ee yala sleep
Me: enshallah , lif wayhek!
Aziz: awl shey
I kissed him
Aziz: you know me,
Me: 6b3an!
He slept, i was awake! Thinking about what happened
3 words, i love him! And i really wanna talk to dad ! I have to.
I told fay and dana about what happened
Dana: SHUT UP!!! ARE YOU SERIOUS?
Me: wow ga3da, yes im serious!
Dana: THIS IS SO CUTE YOU KNOW THAT!! Law ana chan ...
Me: dana laa tt'hawraaaainnn!!!::
Dana: LOOOL, ee knt brou7 el7mam ou al7en brid anam , meta btyeen?
Me: umm lmn 3ziz ygoum
Dana: 3shtaw, tkhylay chthy faj2a wahab yshofkum
Me: stfu!! Enshalla la, yadre ana wya aziz?
Dana: ee dara !
Me: shswa?
Dana: mnafis as always
Me: g6a3!
Dana: yala rou7ay, khl anam ana
Me: haha okk bye
So yeah i fell asleep..
....: gomay
Gomay
Gomayyyy
Me: fay? What are you doing!
Fay: its 1:00 aziz cooked lunch ou invited us
Me: ambaih! Laykonn?
Fay: no
Me: shnu no?
Fay: wahab mu hni !
Me: THANK GOD! Bs laish?
Fay: madry, ra7 subway wya his dad
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Dad: hala eb lulu !! Shfeech yba khayfaa
Me: ee knt khayfa ou elkel nayem chan arou7la
Dad: waaihh ma3ndich salfa 9ij habla
Me: ee haha
Dad: lulu bacher kelna bnrou7 elma6ar ! Bnrid elkuwait
Me: ambaih laish? Mbacher!!! Bridd
Dad: la ma y9eer, 3ndna shghel ...
Me: uff laaa !!!
Her dad of course lied ! Because they wanted to go to paris tomorrow
Dad: wala khosh lasagna and pizza aziz! 6bakh, yabakht ele eb takhthhaa
Omgggg dad gam ymdaa7 azizz,, yeepeeyy
Aziz: mashkor 3amy bil3afya
Dana: ween btrou7on b3deen? Wayed malal
Dad: ana mfaker ena nrou7 westfield abe chm shey 7g elkuwait
Me: ykafe eljan6a?
Dad: ee feha mukan wayed
Me: shnu taby?
Dad: fe chm shey lotions ou athath bait 9gheer 7g mama ruqaya ou okhouch ou 3yala ou murta
Me: aah okay
After lunch we went to westfield
Fay: wahab ou obouh beyoun?
Dad: ee ka bnrou7 lhum
Me: lazm? Laish ma ohma eyoun
Dad: lana brou7 elm7al ele ohma fee
Me: ahaaa okaayy
When we went to them
Wahab: ana barou7 el7mam fe a7d byeey?
Ou he started at me !
Me: ee ana barou7 !
Dad: yala bsr3a e7na foug
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Wahab: what the hell are you think you're doing?
Me: shswait?
Wahab: naima 3ndaa?
Me: nemt 3nda ! Mu wyah
Wahab: ee la jrbay tnamen wyah!
Me: ohh !
Wahab: wy3ouh enshallah! Entay elklam wyach thaye3!!
Me: ok shswy !
Wahab: la tswen shey! Thlfay 3an wayhe
Me: mn zeen wayhek!
He slapped me !!
Me: tmed eedik?
Wahab: madry, asif !!
Me: ee khair, yala bye
I left him, i went home actually! Alone
--------
Then they came !
Dad: shfeech re7tay? Shfee ba6nch?
Me: mafe shey!
Wahab stared at me
Dad: 3yal laish re7tay?
Me: wahab 6agni !
Dad: SHNUUU???
Me: ee ele sma3ta, wahab 6agni ! Ou kela yhaded dana ou aziz ...
Khrait ele aku welyy makooo ou ohma? Chthy wyohum ' :O '
Dad and uncle stared at wahab!
Wahab: wntay shdrach eb kel hatha !!!!!!!
Me: 3ndi dana , aziz ou fay! Btswy shey?
Wahab: .....
Uncle&dad: wahab nabeek shwy
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Dad: ya wahab! Mu enta tabe lulu? Laish tswy chthy! Ana ma 9dgt'ha yoom galat ena enta tbeha 3shan t2theha ou aziz
Wahab: ee khaly tara chthaba bntek!
Dad: eee aked! Ana a3rfek ma tsawy chthy!!!
Uncle: enzain ya weldi ana bs abeek t9eer khosh rayal ! Ou ma tmid eedik 3laiha ! Bt9eer murtek lulu enshalla
Wahab: enshallah yba mashkor
Dad: yala rou7 nadha 3shan tt2saf laha !
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Wahab called me and aplogized
Me: mu msam7ta !
Dad: LULU!!
Me: n3am?
Dad: sam7eeh !
Me: ee enshala khair, yala bye
Dad: la tkhaf, msam7tek bs ymkn ehya m39ba shwy!
Wahab: ee aked .
-------
At 10:00 aziz wanted to to
Outside,
Me: ra7 tye bacher wyana elma6ar?
Aziz: ee aked
Me: enshala, awl ma trid call
Aziz: enshalla tbeen shey?
Me: slamtek
He kissed me on the lips ..
.....: ASHKARA CHTHYY???
Thursday, 15 November 2012
Once in a lifetime part 29
wahab: ana na6er hal 9bay mn b6nch enshallah
WAAAI33?
me: eeeh enshala
dad: eee enshalaahh !
wahab stared at me ou chna be9kni bux
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wahab: you'll regret it !!
aziz: nshouuff !
....
dad: yala e7na mashyen, entay namay ou bacher elthher ra7 t6l3en enshallah
me: enshallah, bye guys
im not sleepy , i was alone ! im scared of wahab, what is he going to do to dana and aziz? !!
thinking thinking ... till i fell asleep !
...: wake up, its your day!
me: what?
nurse: you're going home now honey ! your daddy is waiting outside
me: okay
i ran to my dad and my lovely husband wahab was theree !! i hugged him sooo tight
------
me: SHIIIITT !!! shall 7eelmm, a3outh belllaaa !!
...: ay 7elm?
me: ent shyabek hnee !!
wahab: watching you sleeping
me: GET OUT!
wahab: im your future husband ! la tkhafen !
me: this is a dream, im going to bed
wahab: you you have to, goodnight
...
fay: LUULUUU GOOMMAAAYYY EB T6L3EEEN YAAALLAAAA YAAALLAAAAAA
me: laaa t9rkheeen yaa zzeeeeeeeftttt i hate yooouu
fay: i dooooont care elmuhim ra7 t6l3eeen yallaaaaa
me: enzaaaaaaiiiin
dad: jahza kel aghrathch?
me: yeah i guess mu jhztaw kel aghrathy ams?
dad: ee ok!
i woke up , wore my cloothhesss! i misssss... and i finally got out and we all went to have lunch and celebrate !
it was soooo funn !
i was sitting next to aziz and fay , and what? wahab was staring .... he's scaaary !
after lunch we all went home !
instead of home sweet home, bed sweet bedd !! and i took a naaapp
aziz: wakeup!
lulu wakeup bsr3aa
yaaaaa !!
me: gemmtt geemmtt !! what time is it?
aziz: its 2:00 am
me: wow! fe a7d ga3d?
aziz: no ! bs ana
me: wnta shyabek hne?
aziz: men elwindow, elmuhim t3alay entay ou kamblch t7at bel garden
me: omg, okayy
we went outside the garden and all i can see is? SNOOOWW !!!
me: allaaaaah !!! metaa 6aagg, 3ajeeeeeeb
aziz: elmaaghrbb
me: wannaaasaaa let'ss plaayy
me and aziz played snow fight, and made a tiny snowman ! he's such a sweett !!! i love himmm
aziz: namay 3ndi!
me: whaaatt?? nowaayy !!
aziz: yala please !!
me: wtha dwraw 3lay ou ma lgounii !!!
aziz: we'll come up with an excuse !
me: umm i dont knoww ...
aziz: please bs today!
me: okay okayy !
i went to his apartment, its very small ! with what? one room
me: ana bnam bl couch
aziz: la ana, entay eb dary !
me: la fshla its your apartment !
aziz: ana a7eb anam 3al couch
me: ummm ok
i slept in his room and he slept in the couch ...
tdroun shnu elsurprise? mako cliffhanger:::
i know g9eer but a7san mn wla shey :*
WAAAI33?
me: eeeh enshala
dad: eee enshalaahh !
wahab stared at me ou chna be9kni bux
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wahab: you'll regret it !!
aziz: nshouuff !
....
dad: yala e7na mashyen, entay namay ou bacher elthher ra7 t6l3en enshallah
me: enshallah, bye guys
im not sleepy , i was alone ! im scared of wahab, what is he going to do to dana and aziz? !!
thinking thinking ... till i fell asleep !
...: wake up, its your day!
me: what?
nurse: you're going home now honey ! your daddy is waiting outside
me: okay
i ran to my dad and my lovely husband wahab was theree !! i hugged him sooo tight
------
me: SHIIIITT !!! shall 7eelmm, a3outh belllaaa !!
...: ay 7elm?
me: ent shyabek hnee !!
wahab: watching you sleeping
me: GET OUT!
wahab: im your future husband ! la tkhafen !
me: this is a dream, im going to bed
wahab: you you have to, goodnight
...
fay: LUULUUU GOOMMAAAYYY EB T6L3EEEN YAAALLAAAA YAAALLAAAAAA
me: laaa t9rkheeen yaa zzeeeeeeeftttt i hate yooouu
fay: i dooooont care elmuhim ra7 t6l3eeen yallaaaaa
me: enzaaaaaaiiiin
dad: jahza kel aghrathch?
me: yeah i guess mu jhztaw kel aghrathy ams?
dad: ee ok!
i woke up , wore my cloothhesss! i misssss... and i finally got out and we all went to have lunch and celebrate !
it was soooo funn !
i was sitting next to aziz and fay , and what? wahab was staring .... he's scaaary !
after lunch we all went home !
instead of home sweet home, bed sweet bedd !! and i took a naaapp
aziz: wakeup!
lulu wakeup bsr3aa
yaaaaa !!
me: gemmtt geemmtt !! what time is it?
aziz: its 2:00 am
me: wow! fe a7d ga3d?
aziz: no ! bs ana
me: wnta shyabek hne?
aziz: men elwindow, elmuhim t3alay entay ou kamblch t7at bel garden
me: omg, okayy
we went outside the garden and all i can see is? SNOOOWW !!!
me: allaaaaah !!! metaa 6aagg, 3ajeeeeeeb
aziz: elmaaghrbb
me: wannaaasaaa let'ss plaayy
me and aziz played snow fight, and made a tiny snowman ! he's such a sweett !!! i love himmm
aziz: namay 3ndi!
me: whaaatt?? nowaayy !!
aziz: yala please !!
me: wtha dwraw 3lay ou ma lgounii !!!
aziz: we'll come up with an excuse !
me: umm i dont knoww ...
aziz: please bs today!
me: okay okayy !
i went to his apartment, its very small ! with what? one room
me: ana bnam bl couch
aziz: la ana, entay eb dary !
me: la fshla its your apartment !
aziz: ana a7eb anam 3al couch
me: ummm ok
i slept in his room and he slept in the couch ...
tdroun shnu elsurprise? mako cliffhanger:::
i know g9eer but a7san mn wla shey :*
Wednesday, 14 November 2012
Once in a lifetime part 28
dana: allah y3ench, klma bklma y6g ..
me: estghfralah mareth ! ee wala allah y3eni
dana: 6b3an entay la ttklmain jdam a7d ! lana etha dra beswi feni shey ana ou 3ziz
me: ambaaih !
wahab: mt2kda?
dana: enta shyabek hnee??
wahab: wntay shako! 7sabch 3ndi yal chalba !
me: bshouf ana shbtswi feha
wahab: ... yala yala bye
dana: ambaih !! mu men 9jaa
me: mara7 esawi shey! mu bkaifa a9laann
dana: shloon
me: b3dain nshouf
dana: bnam 3ndch!
me: khla9 okay
dana's phone rang
me: mnu?
dana: fay!
------
dana: hala fayy?
lazm al7en?
laish ma entaw tyoun a7san lana lulu mwjouda !
ee khla9 bye
me: shnu shfehum
dnana: kanaw yaboni ayeey bs ohma byoun
me: aah okay
after 30 minuutes dana and aziz came
dana,aziz and fay 6l3aw f'9aye7 wahab, everyyythinnggg !!
aziz: hatha elwa7d ma yasktla ! lazm tgolon
dana: adry bs ana akhaf ! tara 3adi ymkn ythb7ni
aziz: hathy elmushkla ! mu e7na nkhaf ysawi shey
me: ufff wai3
...: slaaam
me: ohh slaam babaa
dad: fay t3alay abeech shwy
me: mn meta oboy bekalm fay wana laa !! :o
fay: entay sktay
fay&dad's pov
dad: ha khthetay her things?
fay: la b3d shwy !
dad: ana agoul nakhthhum al7en ou ena nswi rou7na bs bnjahez
fay: ee yala okay
------
me: 7asheetaw feenii haaa?
dad: laa ya baba shako n7sh feech , bs fay ou ana al7en bn76 your things
me: 9ijj?ya36ekum el3afyaa
fay: y3afech , yala khaly
dad and fay packed my things ! its weird , laish y3ne ykalmha bara 3n packing, khu ygdar jedami ..
me: baba khl nrou7 parisss
dad: laa laa ma ngdaar !
me: ee laish y3ne?
dad: bs ma ngdar ou khla9
me: uhh enzaain
after hours ...
dana: 3ami ana bnam 3nd lulu elyom ok?
dad: ee enshallah
fay: wannaaa
me: eeeeee
dad: ee yala namaw estansaw e7na bnrou7 al7een ! derbaalkum
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dana: uff finally !
me: ee 7ail
fay: ana agool enam al7en ou bacher nkamel mwthou3na
me: ay mwthou3
fay: madry madry, gn
me: gn ! :l
tomorrow morning
i felt someone was tickling my cheeks
i woke up wela 3ziz kissed me , its so cutte !
aziz: good morning beautiful
me: good morning , you tickled me
aziz: haha, i brought you breakfast
me: laishh eta3eb nafsekk !
aziz: 3shanch? lazm !
me: way thankyou! enzain dana ou fay?
aziz: ee yebtlum dana bl7mam ou fay ra7at bara madry shbtswi
me: ou elbaje?
aziz: mraw 3laich bs kntay naima ou ra7aw chna westfield
the 4 of us had breakfast ...
me: uff fakkaa bacher b6la33
dana: ee 7ail ! bs t3alay, e7na 6 persons ykafy elbait?
me: duh ee ! ana ou entay ou fay eb dar , ou elboys eb dar ! khu aku 4 rooms
dana: eee ok ashwa
silence ...
me: GET MEEE OUTTAAA HEEEEEERE
3 of them: SHFEEECHH!!
me: im in jaaaail! get me out
dana: malat 3laich khr3teni 3baly 3ndch salfa tuff
fay: ee lanha 7mara, khu ra7 t6l3een bacher way3aa
me: enzaain kleetooni
aziz: bs you're still alive
fay: e6la3 bra ...
aziz: asf.
then dad, uncle and wahab came ...
uncle: yala meta nrid elkuwaitt bshouffkum m3arees
me: uhh uhhhh aaahhhaaa ee ennshallaahh
NOOOOOOOTTT GONNAAAA HAAAAPPEEENNN
wahab: ee walla !
me: yba shloun m7mad? laish ma yaa?
dad: kan byeey! bs 9ij nsait agoulech !
me: shnuuu !
dad: dalaall 7aameell !
me: ALLAAAAAAAH !!! ENSHAALLAA 9BAAYYYY
dad: eee enshallaah !
wahab: ana na6er hal 9bay mn b6nch enshallah
WAAAI33?
me: eeeh enshala
dad: eee enshalaahh !
wahab stared at me ou chna be9kni bux
------
.....: you'll regret it !!
.....: nshouuff !
cliffhanger?
me: estghfralah mareth ! ee wala allah y3eni
dana: 6b3an entay la ttklmain jdam a7d ! lana etha dra beswi feni shey ana ou 3ziz
me: ambaaih !
wahab: mt2kda?
dana: enta shyabek hnee??
wahab: wntay shako! 7sabch 3ndi yal chalba !
me: bshouf ana shbtswi feha
wahab: ... yala yala bye
dana: ambaih !! mu men 9jaa
me: mara7 esawi shey! mu bkaifa a9laann
dana: shloon
me: b3dain nshouf
dana: bnam 3ndch!
me: khla9 okay
dana's phone rang
me: mnu?
dana: fay!
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dana: hala fayy?
lazm al7en?
laish ma entaw tyoun a7san lana lulu mwjouda !
ee khla9 bye
me: shnu shfehum
dnana: kanaw yaboni ayeey bs ohma byoun
me: aah okay
after 30 minuutes dana and aziz came
dana,aziz and fay 6l3aw f'9aye7 wahab, everyyythinnggg !!
aziz: hatha elwa7d ma yasktla ! lazm tgolon
dana: adry bs ana akhaf ! tara 3adi ymkn ythb7ni
aziz: hathy elmushkla ! mu e7na nkhaf ysawi shey
me: ufff wai3
...: slaaam
me: ohh slaam babaa
dad: fay t3alay abeech shwy
me: mn meta oboy bekalm fay wana laa !! :o
fay: entay sktay
fay&dad's pov
dad: ha khthetay her things?
fay: la b3d shwy !
dad: ana agoul nakhthhum al7en ou ena nswi rou7na bs bnjahez
fay: ee yala okay
------
me: 7asheetaw feenii haaa?
dad: laa ya baba shako n7sh feech , bs fay ou ana al7en bn76 your things
me: 9ijj?ya36ekum el3afyaa
fay: y3afech , yala khaly
dad and fay packed my things ! its weird , laish y3ne ykalmha bara 3n packing, khu ygdar jedami ..
me: baba khl nrou7 parisss
dad: laa laa ma ngdaar !
me: ee laish y3ne?
dad: bs ma ngdar ou khla9
me: uhh enzaain
after hours ...
dana: 3ami ana bnam 3nd lulu elyom ok?
dad: ee enshallah
fay: wannaaa
me: eeeeee
dad: ee yala namaw estansaw e7na bnrou7 al7een ! derbaalkum
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dana: uff finally !
me: ee 7ail
fay: ana agool enam al7en ou bacher nkamel mwthou3na
me: ay mwthou3
fay: madry madry, gn
me: gn ! :l
tomorrow morning
i felt someone was tickling my cheeks
i woke up wela 3ziz kissed me , its so cutte !
aziz: good morning beautiful
me: good morning , you tickled me
aziz: haha, i brought you breakfast
me: laishh eta3eb nafsekk !
aziz: 3shanch? lazm !
me: way thankyou! enzain dana ou fay?
aziz: ee yebtlum dana bl7mam ou fay ra7at bara madry shbtswi
me: ou elbaje?
aziz: mraw 3laich bs kntay naima ou ra7aw chna westfield
the 4 of us had breakfast ...
me: uff fakkaa bacher b6la33
dana: ee 7ail ! bs t3alay, e7na 6 persons ykafy elbait?
me: duh ee ! ana ou entay ou fay eb dar , ou elboys eb dar ! khu aku 4 rooms
dana: eee ok ashwa
silence ...
me: GET MEEE OUTTAAA HEEEEEERE
3 of them: SHFEEECHH!!
me: im in jaaaail! get me out
dana: malat 3laich khr3teni 3baly 3ndch salfa tuff
fay: ee lanha 7mara, khu ra7 t6l3een bacher way3aa
me: enzaain kleetooni
aziz: bs you're still alive
fay: e6la3 bra ...
aziz: asf.
then dad, uncle and wahab came ...
uncle: yala meta nrid elkuwaitt bshouffkum m3arees
me: uhh uhhhh aaahhhaaa ee ennshallaahh
NOOOOOOOTTT GONNAAAA HAAAAPPEEENNN
wahab: ee walla !
me: yba shloun m7mad? laish ma yaa?
dad: kan byeey! bs 9ij nsait agoulech !
me: shnuuu !
dad: dalaall 7aameell !
me: ALLAAAAAAAH !!! ENSHAALLAA 9BAAYYYY
dad: eee enshallaah !
wahab: ana na6er hal 9bay mn b6nch enshallah
WAAAI33?
me: eeeh enshala
dad: eee enshalaahh !
wahab stared at me ou chna be9kni bux
------
.....: you'll regret it !!
.....: nshouuff !
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