Once in a lifetime part 40

Tomorrow morning i woke up at 8:00 made breakfast, wore sweatpants and hollister shirt with toms and a band for my little hair and simple makeup

I ran to the train station , lego land is far away from london

After a long 2 hours i finally arrived there

But still, there is a bus that have to get us there.

After 10 minutes we arrived to lego land

I dont know what to do or where to go

It's 10:10

I decided to walk ..

Till someone came and pulled me with a kiss on the lips

Wait , i can feel it, this kiss .. This lips ..

I pushed him ..

Am i dreaming?

Me: i know its a dream so let me wake up

Him: no its not

Me: yes it is ! You're the unknown user?

Him: yes

Me: i dont believe it ! I have to wash my face

Him: no you are awake and what you're seeing is true, its real life

Me: aziz?

Aziz: 3youna?

Me: you're dead !

Aziz: im not lulu ..

Me: how! Than im dreaming

Aziz: i didnt die , after my operation i was about to die, your dad came to visit me in the hospital while i was in a coma , he left a small paper saying

' i know its hard but, im gonna tell lulu and everyone that you are dead .. Im gonna make a deal with your parents, i dont want lulu to get hurt if you died , your parents will explain everything '

Aziz: After one month i woke up and saw it, pretended that im dead, just to let you forget me and live with wahab, i talk to your dad everyday, ygoule kel shey , wahab too, thats why 6lgach

Me: aziz?

Aziz: lulu?

Me: this is impossible !

Aziz: i know its hard to believe but

Me: aziz i told you im dreaming

He slapped me on the face

Me: awch why did you that

Aziz: to wake you up and see that you are not dreaming

Me: aziz, i missed you , enough said

Aziz: i missed you more.

Me: so you know what i've been through?

Aziz: everything

Me: even thee

Aziz: smoking? Yes

Me: im sorryy

Aziz: i feel you cuz i did it too

Me: still?

Aziz: no

I kept staring at him till i touched his face

Me: it is you!!

I grabbed his face and started making out

Aziz: yala emshay i wanna plaaay

Me: okaayyy

THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!! THE BEST 3 DAYS OF MY ENTIRE LIFE , im speechless ! Thanks god

I had THEE BEEEESTTTT TTIIIMEEE with the love of my life

Aziz: i have to tell you something

Me: enshala khair

Aziz: la tgoulen 7g a7d ena you know im alive

Me: why?

Aziz: elmfrouth hatha y9eer b3d 1 month but i couldnt wait soo ...

Me: aakh mnkk! Finnne, but

Aziz: shnu b3aad

Me: brid elkuwait b3d 2 days!

Aziz: cancel it

Me: why?

Aziz: i said cancel it

Me: okaayy!

Aziz: cuz we are going to maldives

Me: ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

Aziz: yes, bs knt bshof rdat f3lich

Me: aaaaah i hate you

Aziz: i know you dont

Me: i know that you know that i dont

Aziz: ok sktay ma3arf

Me: haha, im hungry

Aziz: emshay nakel 3shan nrid b3ad

Me: ee yala

We had late lunch at 5:00 then we arrived home at 7:30

Aziz: i missed being with you

Me: MUUCH MOOORE

Aziz: whats good? You cant have kids with wahab

Me: well yeah but 7raaam

Aziz: yeah but no

Me: okay im sleepy, where are you going to sleep?

Aziz: entay ween tbeni anam?

Me: 3NDEE!!!!!!

Aziz: okay

Me: mn 9je !

Aziz: enzain wana b3ad yal habla

Me: khl anam agoum mn el7lm

Aziz: haha okay lulu

Me: i have to take a shower first

Aziz: dont be late

Me: ana agoul go to your apartment take some of your stuff 3lma akhl9

Aziz: a7 tben elfaka?

Me: AZIIZZ !!

Aziz: enzain bs shar6!

Me: haa

Aziz: can i open your bra?

Me: AAAZIIZZZZZZ !!!

Aziz: okaay byeeee

Ma eyoouzz, but i still love him , im so happy he's back in my dreams. I cant wait to wakeup

After shower i was only wearing towel , i entered my room and found aziz is unpacking his stuff

Me: bara

Aziz: shd3waa

Me: BARA

Aziz: afaa

Me: 3ziz wy3a

Aziz: enzaaaain asif

I wore my women's secret short red dress that shows all of my legs and back ,

Me: edkhal

Aziz: whhaaatttt

Me: whaat?

Aziz: ahmaaazing

Me: yala lets sleep bgoum mn hal 7lm

Aziz: yeah enshalah

I laid on my bed while he was standing staring at me

Me: what?

Aziz: i love you

Me: adore you, yala !

Aziz: enshallah

He laid on bed too , his hands touched my waist and hugged me till we fell asleep

I woke up at 4:00am

I turned wela its him! Wait, THIS IS NOT A DREAM! Its true!!! Omg, aziz is alive! The love of my life is alive!

I screamed: AAAAZZIIIIIIZZZZZ !!!!!

Aziz: Hala shnu lulu shnu shfeechh!!!!

Awwh 7raam g3adtaa

Me: you're alive !!!!

Aziz: ee eee mu dreamm

Me: I LOOVE YOOU dont go away from me againn

Aziz: i promise i wont yala let's sleep lulu you're annoying

Me: enzaaaain

I was staring at him

Aziz: stopppp ittttt

Me: do you want me to stop?

Aziz: YES PLEASE

Me: too bad, im not gonna

Aziz: uugghh

We fell alseep

I woke up , turned and he's not there, i knew it, its just a dream !

I smelled something is cooking

I woke up, wore my jacket and went to the kitchen

Me: aziz!

Aziz: good morning

Me: this is impossible!

Aziz: shnu?

Me: what are you doing!

Aziz: making breakfast!

Me: you're alive right?

Aziz: yes lulu yes walla do you want me to go die now?

Me: no!

Aziz: hungry?

Me: very

Aziz: yala minutes and you'll eat

Me: o-ookk-okkaayy

After breakfast i decided to take a bath

Aziz: tben t6l3en mukan elyoum?

Me: i dont know



After 1 hour i was still in the bathroom

Aziz: luluu?
Luuluuu??
Shga3d tsween!
Answer mee
Lulu etha ma rdetay im gonna open the door
LUULUUU!!

Me: HAAAA

Aziz: shhga3d tsween entaay

Me: i fell asleep

Aziz: in the bathroom?

Me: ee madri , what time is it?

Aziz: its 10

Me: ok al7en akhl9

Aziz: yala khl9ay ou nshfay sh3rch 3shan tnamen

Me: enshallah

After 15 minutes i went to my room , wore my clothes but didnt dry my hair, i laid on bed thinkinggg ...

' knock knock '

Me: ta3aal

Aziz: btnamen?

Me: yes im so tired

Aziz: okkay noum el3wafy tbeni ag3dch?

Me: y3afek, ee 3al ghda please

Aziz: enshallah

I fell asleep



Aziz's side

I checked my whatsapp ,

Wahab: you're lucky to have someone like lulu

Me: i know, you dont deserve her

Wahab: abeek tkalmha al7en but you know.. Her dad

Me: 3ady, i can wait ! And btw, thanks

Wahab: noneed bro

Sad but funny, they dont know im with her

So i decided to cook some lunch, lulu's favorite lasagna balls and arugula salad , and her favorite dessert , red velvet brownies

After 3 hours lunch is ready

Aziz: luluu
Luluu
Rise and shine
Wake upp
Lunch is ready

Me: whats for lunch?

Aziz: t3alay shofay

Me: okay khl albis bs brdana

Aziz: yala bsr3a

I went to the dining room and saw my favorite lunch!! Oh my god.

Me: azizzz!!

Aziz: shnu?

Me: I LOVE YOU! You know me so well

Aziz: yyeah

I hugged him so tightt

Me: you're soo waarm

Aziz: and you're freezing! Mnashfa sh3rch?

Me: ee eee

He gave that ' are you sure ' look

Me: no.

Aziz: wow ou you opened the ac and slept wearing short ! Great lulu

Me: let's eat

Aziz: yala ..

After lunch

I cant wait , i told fay and dana everything , evey detail

Dana: WHAAAAATTTT!!!!

Me: yess !!

Dana: OMMGGGG!!!

Me: YEEESSS

Dana: AMAZING! :')

Me: WAYED



Fay: la aked mask

Me: fay!

Fay: rou7ay chykay

Me: its his voice

Fay: ee rou7ay chykay

Me: al7en begoul ena ana mynouna !

Fay: ee jrbay bs chthy ms7ay 3laih

Me: ugh okay

I went to the living room and he was laying on the couch

I laid beside him

Aziz: shfech?

Me: nothing, bs i missed you so much

Aziz: i missed way more

I touched his face till his lips touched mine

Yeah its him, not a mask, stupid fay.

I held my phone

Aziz: hdeeh

Me: why?

Aziz: bs g3day wyay

Me: bs dgega wala brid 3la fayouna

Aziz: yala, BS DGEGA

Me: enshallah

Dm:

Me: its him idiot

Fay: wow!

Me: yes, amazing ha?

Fay: if i were you? I'd kill my dad

Me: LOOL you cant

Fay: yeah ..

Me: yala bye brou7



Me: khla9t

Aziz: ma mletay?

Me: mn fay? No i missed her!

Aziz: la mo fay! London

Me: um maybe alittle

Aziz: tbeen trou7en mukan thany?

Me: wain?

Aziz: london's country side

Me: i wish

Aziz dont worry,

Me: about?

Aziz: nothing

Me: hm okay

I took his shirt off and hugged him like a baby hugging his mom

Wahab&dana's side:

Wahab: daanoo ya chalbbaa !!!

Dana: shnuu!!

Wahab: shloun tsween chthyy!!

To be continued

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Once in a lifetime part 39

This post is dedicated to the pretty yasmeen <3

Me: hala baba

Dad: lgaw wahab

Me: mn 9jk!

Dad: ee bs

Me: bs shnu?

Dad: yabe y6algch

Me: ha! Laish!!

Dad: madri,

Me: ehwa waina?

Dad: eb london 3nd his cousins

Me: ou laish ma galy?

Dad: wala madri

Me: enzain shdrakum?

Dad: oma ou dana madri shnu shafaw hatha twitter

Me: aah ee okay, mashkour yba

Dad: yala bye

OMG! 6lagne? Abrk'ha sa3a!!!

Fakkaaa

Can this get any better?:D

Laish ma y6la3 7elm ou 3ziz ekoun mwjoud?...

Suddenly unknown number called

Me: alo mnu

Unknown: ana wahab

Me: wahab! Wainek! Laish bt6lgne!

Wahab: laish tgoulen wainek dam tdren! Lana mabech

Me: ana swaitlek shey?

Wahab: bs khla9 ! Maby

Me: enzain shnu elsbab?

Wahab: entay ra7 t3rfen b3den

Me: estghfrallah ana mu 3alemat ghayb!

Wahab: elmhm ana bacher brid elkuwait jhzay aghrathy klhum mumken?

Me: um enshala, wait

Wahab: shnu

Me: oboy ydre shnu elsbab?

Wahab: ee yadre bs mara7 ygoulch

Me: aha okay bye

I packed all his things , makoo wla 7taa sh3ara:::

Bs amout wa3arf mnu ely eb lego!

I checked my phone wela new dm from the unknown user again

Unknown: pack your things too cuz you're going to usa after 5 days

Me: are you kidding me! Are you a hacker or something? You're scary fuck!

Unknown: no really! Im not a hacker

Me: do you know me in real life? Did i saw you?

Unknown: yes and yes

Me: STALKER! Than i know you too , are you hayaa?

Unknown: i dont know

Me: this is scary, ok ok bye

Unknown: bye darling

Im sure its haya 100% because impossible its aziz or wahab cuz he's going to kuwait !

I dmed dana and told her

Dana: omgg akhaaf mthy3aa aw mthaaye3

Me: I DOOOONT KNOOOOW

Dana: ok gemt akhaf akthar mnch ..

Me: that means after 2 days im going !

Dana: yea!

Me: alah yaster! Im gonna take a knife with me

Dana: houbb houbb la tet'hawrainn!

Me: tet'hwraain wla tet'hwsnoow

Dana: fuck you bye

Me: LOOOL WAAAIT

Dana: shtben ya zag

Me: shswyyy

Dana: rou7ay b3d shtsween

Me: uff enzain

Dana: la tnsain elshahada

M: tuf 3laich

After hours

I cooked some dinner, well i tried cooking pasta! I was remembering how aziz cooks it . <3

Then i wore my comfy pj's and laid on my bed reading my favourite magazine

I imagined my life with aziz how it'll be .. One word: HEAVEN!

I heard the door opened!

Omgg who could that be, imagine its aziz? No way.

I went outside the room

Me: wahaab?

Wahab: hala !

Me: its 12 am mu chthy edshoun! Khra3tni

Wahab: smela 3laich

Me: laish yait?

Wahab: bakhth my stuff ! Swetehum?

Me: ee eb darek kl shey eb jna6ek

Wahab: ee la tnsain bacher el9b7 rou7ay hospital chykay

Me: enshallah

Wahab: yala ana ray7

Me: allah m3ak



I went to my room , i wore aziz's shirt ! I'm never gonna wash it , his smell is soo<333

I decided to tweet a little before sleeping ,





Tomorrow morning i woke up, took a quick shower , wore my clothes and went to the hospital

After i arrived

Me: hey doc

Doc: oh yeah! Very good you're hair is growing

Me: yeah everything is fine

Doc: yes everything is fine you look perfect

Me: how do you know? Did you check the results?

Doc: yes i did! You look very perfect

Me: thank god! Thankyou doctor so much

Doc: you are welcome ! Take care my dear

Me: suree you too

This is so awesome! Everything is getting better and better everyday , i hope tomorrow too

I went to paul to have breakfast there.

After then i went to oxford to buy me some clothes! I miss shopping

I spent maybe 600+ on clothes makeup and shoeses !! <3

My hair was growing perfectly ! And its kinda pretty, girly boy hair!

I decided to go home,

I wore my tight aqua blue dress with black heels , applied smokey makeup and i applied a red flower on my hair !

I went to the pharmacy to pierce my ear from 1 to 5

Not crazy, but i miss being crazy! I have to move on

I throwed all my cigerettes and redbull ,

I went to the furniture store , the house really needs a new decor !

I bought some stuff and they will arrive tomorrow

I arrived home , throwed some stuff , i called some boys to help me with the furniture

What an awesome day!

I took a picture of the house, it was empty so i sent it to my dad on whatsapp

Dad: شسويييتييييي !!!!!!

Me: amazing right?

Dad: اي امازينق اي بطيخ! وين بتنامينن شسويتييي

Me: shrait furnitures ou bacher ra7 eyebonhum ou y9bghon! Amazing ha?

Dad: ايي والله زين ! جم صرفتي؟

Me: wayed

Dad: اي عفيه على الشاطره...

Me: ahahaha thanku bye


I imagined him when he saw the picture xD

Today was an amazing day, i decided to buy some cooking books though i had some 7alal meat and chicken

I went to the super market and spent 100

I cooked some spaghetti with meat balls, poor wahab let's see who's going to marry, i want him to die from hunger hahahahaha

So after dinner i washed the dishes and cleaned the bathroom , and took a shower

I bought foam for my hair to curl it

I applied it and laid on my bed thinking about tomorrow till i fell asleep

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After hyde park i decided to go home

Still wahab isnt there !!

I know wahab is being kinda nice, but still i dont want him !! I miss aziz ..

I called dana and told her everything

Dana: 3yal wain ra7! Dgetay 3laih?

Me: ee dgait wala shhaz mughlaq

Dana: khl agoul 7g omy ou oboy!

Me: okay awl ma tgolen call

Dana: ok bye

I wore aziz's shirt, the smell of it its so amazing <3

I wish i died instead of him ..

I took a shower then slept ..





After 2 days

Still nothing from wahab

His parents had nothing to do , they tried everything.

Suddenly a new mention from someone i dont know

@xxx follow back please i need to tell you something

I followed ..

Unknown: first its none of your business who am i , i just want you to follow what im going to tell you to do

Me: ok.

I was scared

Unknown: after 4 days i want you to go lego land by yourself

Me: what if my husband is with me?

Unknown: dont worry, he wont be

THIS IS SO SCARY I THINK ITS WAHAB 100%

Me: are you wahab?

Unknown: no, unknown

Me: ok ok, bs lego land?

Unknown: yes at 10am you are there

Me: um ok. Bye

Im sure i know him/her !

I captured the chat and send it to dana and fay

Fay: la trou7en!!!!!!

Me: laisshh?

Fay: shdrach mnuu!

Me: akhaf fe shey! Ymkn ybeni ashouf shey!

Fay: wala madri ! Bs mabech trou7en brou7ch

Me: ehwa ybeni arou7 brou7y

Fay: wala madri, shofay dwain shtgoul

Me: okk

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Dana: OMG!

Me: ikr? Arou7 wla la !!

Dana: madri, ee ou la

Me: im scared bs b3arf shnu fe

Dana: ee hatha ehwa !

Me: madri shswy

Dana: ekhthay wyach gun LOOOOL

Me: YES ! I think its a great idea

Dana: samayy blra7man a3outhblla!

Me: uff

Dana: khla9 rou7ay bs TAAAAAKE CAAAAAARE

Me: enshallah i will

I opened my closet, wore my purple short and aqua blue t-shirt with my blue converse amd applied some makeup

I looked at the mirror, I WANT MY HAIR

Well its growing everyday but its little, very little

Well atleast its better than nothing

But i always remember قدر الله وما شاء فعل

I decided to go aziz's apartment , yes, no im not crazy.

After i arrived i went to his room

I looked at his stuff

I dont know what im doing , i just want to see his stuff

I found a box under his bed ! I opened it wela alot of pictures of me!! And some of them me fay and him! This is so cute.

Then i saw a small note

Here whats it saying

' i loved you from the first sight, i wanted to tell you this, actually i hope you'll see it ,

I left you because of your dad and of course you remember! Lulu, i left you. Get it? '

What does that mean!!!! He's alive? No, impossible.

I took the box and went home

Hide it under my bed

I told dana and fay everything

Dana: impossible!

Me: madri, its scary!

Dana: i think ktbah gbel la ytwfa !

Me: i dont know ..

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Fay: WTFF! He's alive?

Me: i wish

Fay: well he said ' he left you ' because of your dad

Me: i have no idea ! I want him

Fay: wala ma yndara, but im telling you, SCARY



I opened my laptop , decided to go to kuwait after 6 days

I called my dad and told them everything

Dad: walla ma yndara! Laish twch tgouleenn

Me: i was scared !

Dad: enzain sh9ar gblha?

I told him what happened in the hospital

Dad: 3uqqmm!!!! Entaayy mn 9jch?

Me: ee yuba wala

Dad: ana lazm akalm ahala bacher blzwara

Me: khla9 okay ou gouly shi9er

Dad: enshallah yala m3a elslama

After 1 day

I went to starbucks

I sat there reading a book and having my mocha

My phone rang, it was from dad

Me: hala baba
What! Mn 9jk!!

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I opened the closet and found 3ziz's shirt .. I hugged it and the smell <3

I couldnt resist!! I wore it. I miss him.

Me: tabe aroo7 jm3ya ashtry shey akel 7g b3deen?

Wahab: ee rou7ay

Me: ma tbe tyee wyay?

Wahab: la maly khlg t3ban

Me: okk ana ray7a, bye

I went to the supermarket and bought some stuff

I saw couples were holding hands and buying stuff together, laish wahab mu chthyy? Shloun kent a7bba gbel !! Laish tghayaar? ...

I went home, putted the things and slept
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I decided to go for a walk a little

Suddenly an arabic girl came to me

Girl: slam 3laikum entay 3rbya 9a7?

Me: 3laikum elslam ee shdrach?

Girl: ee mbyen mn mlam7ch! Lulu 9a7?

Me: bsmallah ! Mnu entaaay?

She was wearing neqab.

Girl: lulu entay t3rfeni

Me: la mnu entaaay!

Faj2a f9khat elnqab wel3baya wla tahjem 3laay



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I screamed so hard

Wahab: SHFEECHHH!!!

Me: ambe, ambee

Jesmi gam yarjef ou 3aragtt mn elkhaar3aaa

Wahab: 7abebti shfeech?

WHAATT? GAAL 7ABEEBTI? MA ASMAAA333!!!

Me: shgeltt?

Wahab: gelt 7abeebti ! Shfeech?

Me: aaaah

Wahab: shnu?

I told him the dream

Wahab: la tkhafeen, samay ou riday namay

Me: elsa3a cham?

Wahab: its 6:00

Me: meta bnroo7 nshoof elresults?

Wahab: umm nroo7 wra elryog at 10 chthy

Me: enshallah

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After i woke up at 8:30

I made breakfast and decided to change my clothes,

I wore a pink hollister shirt and white short with pink flat

Omg! Twni astw3b ena wahab kan nayem wyaay! B3d ma gaal ana eb daar ou ehwa eb daar, shakla naasyy

Me: wahab
Wahaabb
Yala goom

Wahab: hmmm?

Me: breakfast

Wahab: enshallah

After breakfast we went to the hospital

Doc: here you go the results

....

Me: wahaabbbb!!!

Wahab: shnu shfech!

Me: wnasaa ana aggdaarr

Wahab: ee hhh wnasaa

Me: shfeek?

Wahab: ana ma agdar

Me: laish!

Wahab: 3uqm!

My tears started falling

Me: bs ana ! Ane abyy kids

Wahab: 8dar allah ou ma sha2 f3al

He hugged me saying ' sorry '

NOO MY GOD HATHA MU WAHAAAAAB

Me: its okay, mu mnek yala nroo7

Wahab: enshallah

After we arrived home , suddenly dana called me

Me: DAANDOOONNNAAAA

Dana: luulluuuu!!!! MISS YOOOUU, shloounchhh

Me: shlouun makooun tmaam wana ga3d akaalmchh!!

Dana: aaaakhh haachh faayy tbeechh

Fay: HALAAA BLZAAAAAAIN

Me: HALAA BL LOOUUZZZ

Fay: salmay 3la london

Me: ana tmaam wntaay?

Fay: hahaaaa shloouunch?

Me: tmaam 7mdalaaah

Fay: ou shloun 7abeeb elgalb?

Me: Loool goodd

Fay: hmmm i hooope

Me: lazm agoulch shey b3d shwy entay ou dani

Fay: enshalaah

Sma3t 9oout 9baayy chna 3ziizzz !!

Fay: luluu 3ziz ybee ykaalmchh

Me: 3zizz!! Abee 36eeni i miss himmm


I wokee upp

THE DREAM WILL NEVER EVER COME TRUE ...

I found myself in the couch

Me: wahaaab?

He's not answering

Me: wahaaaabb?

I looked everywhere but i couldnt find him !

I called him bs jhaaz mughlaaq ! Allaah yaasteerr

Its 4:00pm

i checked twitter , chatted with fay and dana..

I went to the supermarket and bought me cigarettes

I smoked it all outside in hyde park

I walked around and saw the place where i met 3ziz ... Good times, good memories.

While smoking i decided to open my ipod and listen to my fav songs

I laid on the beautiful green grass and kept imagining, <3



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Once in a lifetime part 36

Dana: aziz mat

Me: what?

Dana: aziz!! Matt ! 3mlya ma nj7at

Me: chub

Dana: men 9jy lulu !!

Me: shako! May9er

Dana: lulu 7abebti shnu shako may9er? B3d hatha youmah

I couldnt believe what im hearing ... Its not true !

Dana: ed3ela lulu

I hugged her and started crying

Me: a7ebbaa a7eebbaaa dannaaa maabyyy abeeeehh

Dana: allah yr7ma , ana bacher brou7 el3aza tyeen?

Me: eeehh plleaseee

Dana: enshalah

I went to my dad's room

Me screaming: I HAATEEE YOOUUU!!!!!
YOU KILLEDDD HIMMMM
AZZIIZZZ MAATT KLLAA MNNNNEEKK


Dad: yba lulu 7abebti estghfray rabch ! Shal klaam, ed3eela

I went to my room,locked the door and started crying, crying and crying till my eyes started to get VEEEERY red

Nothing can keep me calm than cigarettes

I NEED TO STOP BUT I REALLY CANT!! Once you try it you'll be addicted to it !!

Faj2a wahab called

Me: alo

Wahab: sm3tay a7la khabar eb 7yate?

Me: shnu?

Wahab: ma tdreen? 3ziz mat!

Me: WNT MSTANAS 7LAYAA WAYHEEK !!!

Wahab: eee 6b3aann

Me: 9IJJ 3DEEM E7SAASS HATHA BDAL LA TD3EELAAA !

I hung up,

7aaaaqqeerrr shwwwyyyyaa 3laaaihhh jaaaddd !!!! A7qar men chthy ma shft

Fay called

Me: FAAYYY

Fay: lulu 7abeebtii!

Me: faayy abeeeehh

Fay: 7abebti 7asa feech, allah yr7maah!

Me: ameen



I cant go to gust tomorrow, i have to go with dana

Dana: yala ana bara

Me: yaya

We arrived to el3azaa

I couldnt stop crying, although nobody knows me , but i LOVE HIM

dana: lulu emshay nrid mu zein tsween chthy eb nafsch

Me: yala emshay..

We arrived home, dana was with me

Dana: SHNU HATHA?

Me: zgayer

Dana: LULU STOP SMOKING ITS BAAADD BAAAAADDDD!!!

Me: dana i cant.

Dana: yes you can! Fakray eb 97tch !!!

Me: i tried

Dana: i will help youu

Me: yes please.

Aziz, i will never ever forget you, you are once in a lifetime. <3

2 months later

And i finally arrived to london

Flashbacks,

In kuwait b3d 7alty kan my wedding with wahab, honeymoon ma ri7na, everything was bad, i wasnt comfortable with him,

I cant stop smoking, i decided to go to london , i had some things to do there, i have to check

My hair fell,

I tried to quit smoking, well im not gonna say that im addicted like before, but maybe once in a week.

Now im in london with wahab.

Me: ween bnrou7 b3den?

Wahab: mu eb trou7en hospital

Me: ee bs b3den khl nrou7 nakel bara

Wahab: bs tfkreen belbal3!!!

Me: ok khla9 mu lazm

Wahab: agooul ! Hal 6nager mara7 tfeedch fahmaa?

Me: ok.

Wahab: 9eray zeina wyay la t9erin 3ouya

Me: enshallah.

Achatheb 3laikum etha gelt ana mrta7a wyaah ...

After hospital we went to westfileld

Wahab: ha wen tbeen taklen?

Me: ay shey

Wahab: shofay 3ad ana klmat ay shey ma tamshi 3ndi

Me: ele t7ba a7ba

Wahab: emshay emshay yo-sushi

Me: enshalah

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Wahab: e7na lazm nrou7 elmustashfa aw el6beeb

Me: laish?

Wahab: 3shan nrou7 nshouf etha tgdren t7mleen

Me: ee okay enshalah

After lunch we went to our house to get some rest

After 3 hours

Wahab: YALAAA GOMAAYYY BNROOOO77

Me: shfeek t9arekh mu chthy yg3don!!!

Wahab: yala yala emshay nrou7

Me: enzaain khl albes

Wahab: yala khl9eni uff

Me: enshallah.

We went to the hospital ...

Doc: you can come tomorrow and see the results

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We went to starbucks to eat there.

After than we went home

Wahab: entay eb dar wana eb dar

Me: LAISH?

Wahab: lana ana gelt! Yala thlfay

Me: enshalah,

I opened the closet and i found ..

Ughh <3

Once in a lifetime part 35

before i go to sleep i recieved a new dm

wahab: ana abe atzwaj bent, mo boya! ween ga3den redbull ou edkhneen?

me: ha?

AMBAIH SHDRAAH

wahab: allah y3afe dana! mskt'ha ou galat

me: enta shtabe belbent!!

wahab: kaify! entay shako?

me: ok.

wahab: elmuhim b7jez honeymoon wen tbeen?

me: surprise me!

wahab: khl9eni yala bala khrabe6!

me: elmukan ele ya3jbek.

wahab: ekoun a7san b3d

wai3 wai333!!!!!

anam wayed a7san ..

new day ...

its 9:00 ! ugh class ..

i took a quick shower, wore my clothes ! hair falling hair falling ...

i decided to wear a scarf on my head

after i arrived to gust i saw fay

fay: nawerat gust walla

me: 7abeebti walla

faj2a wela elkel ya 3ndi boys and girls yt7mdounli etc ...






i finally finished my classes and decided to go home

haw! ween syarti ..

' beep beeep '

i turned wela 7amood wya his wife ou his kids!!

ughhh okhoooy 7abeebyy

mohamed: 6a3 wayhch wntay m9douma

me: ambaaaih 7maarr mn weenlek my car keys

mohamed: i have them! spare

me: ohhh ee 9a7 tethakart

mohamed: yala emshay bnrou7 ntghda bara

me: ween oboy?

mohamed: hnak blm63am

me: okayy

we went to chocolate bar

rayan: 3ama lulu i mithh yoou

rawan: anaa b3ddd i mith her mo bs entaayy

me: 9ij myanen , ana  b3aad i mitthed you

dad: lulu elyoum btro7en wya khaltch

me: okay meta? ou bs ehya?

dad: y3ni elmghrb , la wya dana

me: ee enshallah

after lunch we arrived home

i took a nap till 6:00

after i woke up my aunt called and said that shes outside ou a6la3 bsr3a

uff maly khlg ashouf sh3ndi mlabiss!!

i wore 3baya and went outside:::

dana: mama shofay dana sub7an allah tdynaat

aunt: ee yala mta el7jab 3yaal

me: 7ajbay dano b3deen anaa

aunt: ee wala khl aklmch dana b3dain

dana: ee y9er khair

we went to burj el7amra

we bought dresses !! i seriously cant wait to wear it

faj2a i remembered aziz, i wish it was him ..

i fakart eb klam khalty! laish ma at7jab choud allah yhdeni ana ou dana ou fay :p

meh but not now, tomorrow

aunt: elevation?

us: FOUGAAA

we had lunch at elevation burger then we arrived home

dad: lulu?

me: hala

dad: t3alay shwy

me: enshallah

dad: lulu 7abebti! ana makan qa9di a6gch aw azfcch aw a39b 3laich ! bs entay benty elw7eda wana akhaf 3laich 

me: yba etha enta tkhaf 3lay chan 9dgtny? yba walla wahab wayed y2theni ! es2al dana ou fay!! ou entaw 7rmtouni men 3ziz ele a7eba wely knt abeeh !

dad: ana abeech tkonen mstansa wya wahab !

me: ee yba 9ra7a ana 7adi mstansa !

i left him and went to my room crying

dad: lulu b6lay elbab!

i ignored him and kept crying till i fell asleep

i woke up and it was 3:00 am !

i decided to check twitter

a tweet ' hey im a new blogger can i have a follow bk? '

estghrabt shnu ya3ni blogger

ps; hal wagt makan fe bloggers wayed

elmuhim i follow her ou dshait 3la her website

oh its a story !

7 chapters, i kept reading them

its an amazing one!

and i decided to check on aziz's profile

still nothing, ABEEEHH

twni astw3b its friday!

so bnrou77 3nnd mama ruqaya

bs bgoul 7g oboy maby arou7 im tired

elmuhim i went outside the house, i was smoking and walking on the street llike a drunk girl ...

laiman w9lt eljm3ya

el7mdallah my wallet kan wyay!

bought more cigarettes

and returned home !


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....: aziz mat !!

me: what? ..



 

Once in a lifetime part 34

Im just drinking redbull and smoking ..

Till i finished 1 packet!

I went to the super market again

Guess who i saw?

KHALED!!

khaled: luluuu??

me: oh khaled !

khaled: meta rdetay ou shlounch?

me: tamam 7mdallah wnta? elyouum

khaled: el7mdallah 3la slamtch shlounch al7en?

me: a7san mn gabel

khaled: hows life

me: life is .. is good

khaled: 7mdalah, see you

me: enshalla, bye

i bought more cigarettes and redbull

i arrived home ..

took a shower ..

i was brushing my hair

suddenly it was starting to fall ..

i remembered the doc told me that these pills are going to let my hair fall ..

oh god.

could it get any worse?

the weather was kinda cold

so i wore these

seriously i dont care if its cold !

but i took my black coat incase ..

i went to the avenues to have breakfast in dean and deluca , with myself

although i traveled london and paris and shopped alot, but i need more

my favorite makeup store is ' mac '

i bouught alot of makeup

ou suddenly kraht my room ou i wanna change

i went to ikea and bought some pink and purple stuff ..

at 2:00 i arrived home

dad: ma tgoulen wein kntay entay?

me: mushkltek makhth my phone

dad: ok ween kntay?

me: avenues

dad: wya mnu enshallah?

me: m3a nafsi

dad: umm ok

i went to my room and decided to tweet ..

all i need right now is you, aziz. ! i love him and i miss him

dad: LUULUUUU

me: hala yba

dad: t3alay bsr3a

me: enshallah

dad: elyoum elmghrb wahab eb ykh6bch

me: laish elyoum

dad: WALLA 3AD MADRI ROU7AY S2LEEH !

me: ok

dad: lbsay ay shey 7lw 3ndich

me: enshalah.

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i went to the salon for manicure and pedicure , made my nails into french,

i took a nap for 2 hours

after i woke up i curled my hair , applied makeup and wore this

i was done at 5:45

i heard the door bell

dad: entay khalch foug

me: enshallah

they were chatting, chatting and chatting till dad finally called me

dad: tra mako 3irs, b3d tawha omha mtwfya allah yr7mha

aunt: ee allah yr7mha, bs ensawi estqbal a7san

dad: ee bs meta tabouna?

aunt: madri y3ni ekoun a7san b3d shahar

me: LAA!!

dad: laish enshalah?

me: my hair.. is falling khalouh mbacher!

dad: wee ... !

aunt: b3d 10 days

dad: akhaf yrou7

aunt: walla madri

uncle: ana agoul b3d esbou3 a7san

aunt: mu  wayed mbacher?

uncle: entay khlay elmbacher, elbent tabi sh3rha

aunt: 7abebti wala mskena, khla9 3shanch b3d esbou3

dad: ee khla9 bacher ng3ad ou nsawi elb6ayeq ou kel shey enshallah

aunt: enshallah, wana awdi lulu nshtry laha nafnouf ou 7ag elbnat b3d

dad: enshallah

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me: mara7 nrou7 3nd mama ruqya?

dad: la galat btrou7 3nd okhouha

me: aha ok

dad: shnu tben taklen ana b6lb

me: la mabi shey bil3afya

dad: ee enzain
 
i went to my room and started smoking more and more!!

seriously its an addiction !!

mn kthir ma i missed aziz ou i love him i started writing love peoms and quotes and tweeting them, alot of people were RTing ..

mashallah faj2a elkel y7eb ::

i called dana and told her about my day , kel shey kel eltfa9el 7ta elsmoking

dana: ambaih lulu 7abebty shfeech smela 3laich! ele ga3d tswena ghla6 ou mu zein 7g 97tch

me: dana madri, bs magdar awagif walla magdar

dana: enshallah bt7awlen ou tgdren

me: enshallah,

dana: bdawmen bacher?

me: gh9bn 3lay

dana: ugh mskena, but yeah me too

me: wai33

dana: ee 7ada, its getting late rou7ay namay 3shan t9a797enn 7g bacher

me: hehe, enshallah ! yala gn

before i go to sleep i recieved a new dm

AMBAIH! SHDRAAHH?